Thursday, April 20, 2006 ; 5:46 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
waa...todae damn tiired sehh.....blurr blurr derr....then my legg muscle achee..!! i kcant even climb the stairs ....now..it gt worst...i walk lky penguiin...dorrtsx...a lot of hmwrk siia....siian arr..tmrr do a little biit biit barr...if nt cant one dae chiong all arr...cn diie..hahaxx..In all that's going on lately,I find myself constantly searching for peace. Quiet silence where I can sit and relax. When I do find it, it rarely lasts long. But at least it's enough to keep me sane. ===================================================================Life should be something more?What I'm doing from day to day means NothingCompared to what it could have been?What it should have been?Felt like I'm Invisible to the world,Going about, moving the same way But for some reason I'm nothingMore than a shadow of someone else?Felt like a Prisoner behind the bars,Even though I can’t see it,The cage is still there,holding me in,Keeping me away from all the things I long for.Felt like I'm going Insane,Steadily losing my mind,Forgetting my most precious memories,Losing myself to a greater forceFelt like I'm Misunderstood?The world seeing a reflection of me, Never what truly matters,Always ignoring that which on the inside.Her Wordss...i agree.....=PwOOpsx...tym fliies shoo quickly...Mon. orall..English summorr... Big Big fearr arr..haahxx...then tmrr runnin...the CCa one...sho scariie....Muhahaxx...wiish myself good luckk norr...* Actualli I REALLI AM happy noww.....shoo stop tiinkin lky as if i am a saddiist.....beiin cold to euu..issh tt me?? then tell me wadd to do thenn...no commentsxx.....* Everiitiing i do ppl giib commentsx... siickeniin....... Am i gooin to be the worst or good...? i realli dunno... all i noe iish... squeeziin everiiting bck to tt "castle" agaiin... lockk iit reall tightt...Muhahaahxx...wOOpsx...sott nerr....hahaxx... kiiexx tiink stopp here... [[cOOkiies_pRiinceSs]] 