Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ; 5:51 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
LALALss - fan sii nerhhsx... - marmii keep nagging.. - gerggg....still quiite full narhhsx.. - hahsx..siians still nv gr0w taller yett.. - n0t even a biit biit yettt... - hmmphffs...sh0 slpy n0w.. - haiisx.. maybbe last bl0gg niias0x - c0shh duriing 0s may n0t bl0g barhhsx.. - busyy arhhsx.. wakaas..- t0dae readd SS ..lyk can0t g0 iin braiin nehhsx... - T.Ttry t0 readd n0rhhsx - can0t als0 musx phsyc0 m0iiself niias0x - nd t0 buy l0adds 0f l0adds tiings niias0sx... - hmmphfs...ha0 leiisx arhhsx.. - JIA Y0Us f0rhh 0s barhhsx.. - wo0tt!!after 0s jiiu bl0gg nerhhsx.. sh0 - bub- buaiisx bl0gg!!! - hahsx.. i siia0sx niia0sx...BUAIIS - Saturday, October 28, 2006 ; 5:55 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
wo0tt!... bl0gg agaiin...hahsx..fiirst tym after suchh a l0ngg l0ngg tym feel lyk bl0gging..wakaas... n0w liistening t0 radii0... darhh 933 the music awardds....co0l s'p0re sunn yann zii get...T.T ...ha0 beii aii nehhsx... m0ii f0ne still N0T 0rkiies dehhsx... -
haiisx.. tmr call again n0rhhsx.. to0piid derhhsx.... heng tmr cn g0 0utt...iif n0t n0 tym buyy presentt neerhhsx...wakaasx... siianss nehsx...n0e deyy giib kuku awardds..nv hear b4 the siinger..tiink 0ther c0untriies derhhsx... hmmphffs.. -
n0 s0ngg...siians...aiiyo0sx..n0 m0neyy savedd agaiin.. !!! -
bo0osx.. - keep tiinkiinq m0n. nd g0 scho0l.. n0t g0 studyy n0e..
iish 0s chiinese paper.. siians n0rhhsx..
retake 0r nv retake i dunn tiink g0t difference nehhsx...
dun0 narhhsx... tryy luckk als0 funn..l0lsx..=X
lett miie see - t0dae at h0me -
start fr0m afterno0n... eatt dun0 wadd chee ch0ng fann??
denn father wann WESTERN fo0D f0rhh luchh
which means - FRIED fo0d- gurrr...can0t sae dunn wan...
iif n0t i n0 fo0d eatt...l0lsx.. denn drankk 3 cupp 0f herball tea..
waa...bl0atedd agaiin n0rhhsx.. denn j0ke wiib marmii t0 teachh miie y0ga..xD
tt will bbe kyo0t! - l0lssx.. - i siia0sx niia0sx...yeahh n0w FM g0t s0nq niia0sx...
o0h yarhh..denn after lunchh...watch teebee -
until dun0 wadd tym.. all i n0e iish i readd i-weekly whille teebee -iinq
MUSX readd a chinese article.. c0shh m0n. marhhsx....
iif n0t marmii dun wann giib miie g0 0ut -
siians... butt n0t tt diff. t0 read after all... xP
hmmphffs.. - iish m0ii bl0g l0ngg enuf??
everiitym try t0 wriite l0ng nehhsx...
iif n0t sh0rt sh0rt lyk n0 funn.... -
l0lsx. dun0 yy... -
denn jusx n0w help marmii d0 FRUIT JELLY -
yarmmiies!!! but she sae after bai baii denn cn eat -
crappsx... - arrhhhs..tts t0rturiing..T.T
need t0 pester m0ii ZHU papa take m0neyy niias0x -
hahsx..t0dae hhe keep eatiinq -
denn i call hiim zhu papa -
l0lsx..marmii agree als0 n0rhhsx.. XD
zzZzz. - DRIINK M0RR WATER!!!
musx physc0...
aiyo0sx..tiink quiite l0ngg nerhh barhhsx.. -
hEEs - st0pp here - BUAIISX
Friday, October 27, 2006 ; 6:27 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
wakaas...- l0ng tym nv bl0gg nerhh w0rhhsx...n0w quiite tiired barhhsx..*yawnnsx...hmmphffs...t0dae..AGAIN..i am BL0ATED!!!...cn sae f0rhh 0ne week nerhh barhhsx...ab0utt n0rhhsx...denn everiitym super full...arhhhhss..- wann bec0me ZHU nerhhsx...ggergggg...hmmphff..finalli i startedd w0rhhsx..i meann studyy...n0w d0iing physiics TYS n0rhhsx... haiisx...henn stress niia0sx...after m0n. - i will bbe DEAD.... c0shh nd t0 studyy studyy studyy...superr hardd...see i guaiisx...=X
l0lsx...QII SII W0 LERH...- m0ii f0ne..the liine s0ttsx agaiin...meanns i can0t receive ppl msg 0r sendd msg n0rhhsx...sh0 marr fann...denn nd t0 tell ppl 0nlii cn call.....denn everiidae i nd t0 0n 0ff m0ii f0ne...t0 see liine 0rkiies an0t...waa pehhsx..pek chekk... LA0 YAR LIINE..- i hate SINGTEL!!!...... hmmphffs...to0 jii d0ngg...heesx...
haiisx...ha0 xiiang 0s faster 0ver nehhsx...denn cn relaxx niia0sx...gergg..n0w m0stt 0f the ppl h0liidae..denn i studyy tt kiind 0f feeliing...T.T..... w0 REN!!!....l0lsx...lyk tt als0 cn save m0neyy nehhsx..can0t g0 0utt..- sleepyy n0w w0rhhsx..lately marmii g0 learnn y0ga....hahhsx...n0t badd siiasx...she g0t teachh miie s0me... quiite same as C.D ...hahsx..funn narhhsx...hmmphfs...m0ii t0p ear h0le habenn cl0se nehhsx...sh0 l0ngg nerhhsx....butt iif dinn ph0rgett shld bbe seas0n niia0sx...butt lyk still paiin...als0 dun0...faster cl0se barhhsx...i diin wear ear startt (h0w t0 spell) still will paiin ......
scars alwaes lett us rmb derhh unhappy tiings... sh0 h0w dd0 we rem0ve demm? - hiid iit?- run awae fr0m iit? - 0r lett tym heals? - 0r replace the paiin t0 happiness......?
waddeva euu dd0...the scar iish still dere... - FACE IT
nth t0 wriite barhhsx..heesx...lately all i cn sae iish.. peace? whiich iish berii go0dd....0s - STRESS ...... duRRHsx...
Sunday, October 22, 2006 ; 5:50 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
yo0osx..- nth t0 dd0...sh0 l0ngg nv updatte bl0gg nerhhsx...wakaas...hmmpfhhs..- jiiu derhh bbu qu xiing derhh bu laii- wakaasx....LALALAsss......haiisx...studyy studyy studyy....i dunn tiink i startedd....i dun0 h0w t0 startt...butt n0w g0t see see lo0k lo0k bo0kks n0rhhsx...nv dd0.....siians narhhsx....- tiings are n0t as lyk bef0re nerhhsx...shld bbe better barhhsx.... =] n0w st0machh superr du0 h0w t0 descriibe...h0rrible~.....ggerggg.....ha0 xiing kku arhhsx....
hmmphfs....siians nxt week nd t0 stayy at h0me f0rhh 0ne wh0le week....ha0 siianss arhhsx...- yo0oss...fann sii renn nerhhsx.... father sae wann add hiis fwenn iin msn...ggerggg....EEEesss.....st0mach upsett arhhsx..HELP!.... n0w wriitiing bl0gg hhe diisturbb....t0k t0k t0k...wriite fiinishh fiirst marhhsx..aiyo0osx....hmmpfhs..tmr g0 c0usiin hse argaiin..ha0 siians derhhsx.... zhe me bann...- dun0 wadd t0 wriite nehhsx...hmmpfhss.....LLALALsss...kcant wriite muchh c0shh ppl behiind miie....FAN SI REN LERH
Monday, October 16, 2006 ; 5:51 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
haiisx...the truth iish still the truth barhhsx..... the pastt iish the pastt nerhhsx barhhsx....- y0nhh gann derhh wangg qiian zh0u- zhe bbu shii w0 chengg jiing shu0 gu0 derhh marhhsx..?? sadd still will sadd barhhsx....butt denn hmmpfh..takes tym t0 rec0ver n0rhhsx..=]-w0 zhii neng shu0 nii ba0 z0ngg.....
haiisx...fangg xiing barhhsx...trustt hhu i n0e derhhsx.... hmmpfh....n0w i jusx wann t0 studyy nehhsx...h0ppe 0s cn chii0ng derhh da0 barhhsx....iif n0t als0 diie niias0x....ahhh...siians arhhsx....n0rthiing t0 dd0.....cryy n0rhhsx...s0bbs...can0n iin D....recalling derhh sc0res n0ww...l0ngg tym nv playy nerhhsx...to0piid....s0bbbbsss..
hmmpfhhs...t0dae bl0gg wunn bbe l0ngg barhhsx..i SUPER tiiredd..andd lazyy t0 type..=X....wakaas.....haiisx ..lastt w0rdds t0 euu: w0 bbu huii wangg jii zhu renn...zaii jiian..ba0 zh0ng!
Sunday, October 15, 2006 ; 6:11 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
LALALsss...sh0 tiiredd....wentt t0wnn t0dae...denn see "silk"...super lame...butt denn 0rkiies 0rkiies n0rhhsx...yappsx....- alrdii 4 daes kena f0ne cha0 xiing...baka....g0t a feeliing smth badd happeniing barhhsx...dun0 nehhsx...h0ppe iish n0tt..butt denn - dunn tink to0 muchh...=] ..yo0os..i s0tts niia0sx....haiisx...ahh..wann cryy niia0sx...t0dae f0undd 0ut bwiing g0t scratches....ggerrrg.....n0t little biit..iish deep scratch...bo0o0o0ss.....=c....
t0dae maybbe slp earlyy barhhsx..iif n0t tmr mo0dd c0mfiirm n0t go0dd derhsx....t0dae mo0dd 0rkiie 0rkiies n0rhhsx...siians..ii'm gr0unded f0rhh A M0NTH?.....i hatte tt....t0kk t0 dem = waste tym.....bo0shiit....m0mmi biirthdae c0miing...haben buy presentt yett...c0ntacts als0 habenn buyy yett...AAAHHHH.....BR0KE...to0piid....funny n0rhhsx..last dae 0f scho0l nd t0 g0 less0n derhhsx...s0m0rr 0n M0NDAY....freakks..andd nd t0 wear sch UNI....wakaass....
lyk sh0 weiird weiird derhhsx.....c0shh iish the last- last dae 0f sch nerhhsx..denn nxt year all dun0 will g0 where niias0x....hmmpfh...n0w sh0 full... i wan t0 "fast" friied fo0dd nerhh narhhsx..butt dunn tiink cn resist the temp. xD...jiing liiang n0rhhsx..."eat" enuff 0iil niia0sx... LALALAsss....ha0 leii cum ha0 siians....hmmpfhh.....-tmr buyiing m0mmi's presentt n0rhhsx...denn g0 h0me nerhhsx...T.T last dae 0f g0iing 0ut....T.T..wakaaaas....
nth t0 type nehhsx...tiink st0p here barhhsx....o0hh yarhh..cl0siing m0ii t0p ear h0le nerhhsx...c0shh n0 niice..=X haiisx..n0w iish wiishliist :
new wallet
c0ntacts
m0rr cl0thes
stickers (HP)
cleverness T.T
<$$$
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Friday, October 13, 2006 ; 5:40 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
haiisx....n0w i readd zhu renn bl0gg nerhhsx...haiisx...zhurenn iish "dead"....i als0 will rmb the daes we siing s0ngs...blarr blahh....yappsx...='[....all i cn sae iish ZHU RENN TAKE CARES barhhsx...realli will n0t ph0rgett euu derhhsx.....hmmpfh..i liie bec0shh i scaredd.....haiisx...w0 xuann de lu..w0 bbu huii h0u huii..w0 huii haii ppa...ke shii w0 huii jiian qiiang....haiisx....xiiang yii xiiangg..haiisx..xiiang bbu da0 iit endds here w0rhhsx...haiisx...hmmpfh...euu cheer upp barhhsx..i happy euu happy??? maybbe yeshh maybbe n0...maybbe iit d0esn't matters t0 euu aniim0rr...haiisx....tiis tym realli 0n m0ii 0wnn nerhhsx...w0 ha0 ppa....
butt denn iif diin g0 f0rwardd...i dunn tiink i will gr0w barhhsx...haiisx....h0ppe ppl dunn hurtt miie barhhsx....haiisx..wann qriite p0emm niias0x... XD
have lost all my hope
there is nothing left for me
here on this plane of life
where I feel so excluded
where I feel so weak.
Must my life continuee
very moment passing
second by second
minute by minute
day by day.
Why must it go onlike there was no end
every breath I breathe
every thought I think
continues on for eternity.
Can't it end right now
or must it keep on going
should I be strongor should I fall down
when will it ever end?
Everywhere I goI am alone
there is no one there
no one that cares
I can not live another second.
ermm..tther's still ppl care.jusx m0ii em0tii0nnss=]
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 ; 7:42 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
haiisx...w0 ha0 nan gu0 arhh....y0u shii na ge gann jue....maybbe zhurenn dunn wann miie nerhh barhhsx....haiisx...w0 ha0 shangg xiing....zhe me bann....y0u shuii ke yii bangg w0....haiisx...iif i accept...ii dun0 wadd will happen..maybbe will shii qu d0ng xii....iif i diin accept....n0 0ne beliieve miie...zhu renn lyk dunn trustt miie nerhhsx...denn hhe sh0 sensiitiive...i realli cn diie nerhhsx..w0 ha0 leii lerhh..zhe me bann??
zhe me bann.....i dunn wann the pastt mem0riies... i dun wann the presentt...w0 shii ben dann!!... w0 ha0 t0ng ku arhh...
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 ; 6:11 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
LALALSs...came t0 bl0gg nerhhsx..duRRh....t0dae slp half dae sehhsx..after scho0l str. g0 h0me arhhsx...c0shh bth superr tiired.....denn slp till 7.15 lyk tt...wake upp eatt....haisix...latelyy mo0dd d0wnn d0wnn derhh..dun0 whenn cn rec0ver...haiisx...realli n0 energyy nerhhsx...suddenlyy sh0 tiiredd...physicall andd mentalli..=_=...duRRh...haiisx...haisx..
dr0pp deaad... n0w iish realli DEAD niia0sx....but haben b0rnn yett...still iin pr0cess..iit takes tym n0e..haiisx...beiing c0ntr0lledd...cn diie....
iish lyk euu are trapp iin a c0ntyaiiner...n0 0xygenn derhh....ahbb t0 ka0 euur 0wnn 0xygenn t0 breathe...berii tiired n0e...haiisx..dun0 narhhsx...h0ppe fasterr kuaii le qii laii barhhsx....dissap0iinted by m0ii resultts...hhu askk miie nv studyy...=XHAIISX...hhheeergg......to0piid arhhsx.....everiidae stayy at h0em bestt...c0shh NTH will happenn..wakaasx...xD...butt iif lyk tt i rather g0 diie..=X...at h0em the siianestt 0f the siianss....hahsx....
n0w m0ii w0undds iitchyy lyk hell siiasx.....bth...g0 0utt waerr l0ngg sleeve l0rhh..buanggs until b0 chunn....st0pp here barhh..w0 xiie bbu xiia qu...buaiisx~
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ; 2:45 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
wakaassx....=X...d0rtsx..siianss..n0w fiinally backk at h0me niia0sx....t0dae...wh0le dae iin scho0ll...superr slpyy..denn g0tt cl0se eyes restt restt a whiile narhhsx..hahsx....denn afterr tt wentt t0 eatt iice kachangg....hahsx...2 d0llarrs mann...al0tt siiasx...w0 chii bbu wann...denn leftt biit biit...untill n0w still sh0 full sehhsx..n0w iish 5.43pm...m0mmi still askk miie wann eatt nasii lemakk an0tt.....waaaaaa sehh...=XXX....cn v0miit 0utt...still sh0 full....
denn afterr datt...wentt t0 canall dere....wiib sii, jackyy andd kennedyy....denn siit 0nt the staiircase...waa...derhh wiind sh0 biig...denn berii shii0ckk...denn g0t sunn..denn waa...dreamyy dreamyy derhh...cn slp...iin the endd wentt biit biit crazyy c0shh siing s0ngg....denn 4 lyk tt g0 niia0sx.....0nt the wae g0 buss to0p saw zhurenn gang..l0lss...wakaass...mr kang askk his resultt..i sae berii badd..aniiwae iish reall..=X...hahsx..dun0 gett wadd 1o+ niiasx...zhurenn als0....buRRh...
aniiwae....sh0 n0ww berii slpyy...t0dae bl0gg als0 n0t l0ngg naaarhhsx..superr tiiredd nehhsx...sh0 g0iing slp nerhhsx....zzZzz..BUAIISX...NIITES!
Sunday, October 01, 2006 ; 1:30 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
Weesx..if ii type g0tt typ0 err0r unn mindd w0rhhsx....tis sto0piid flexiible key b0ardd iishh nt sh0go0dd afterr all.....ii nd t0 type berii hardd mann...the keyb0ardd flexiible butt n0t m0ii handd arhhsx...wakass..waste m0neyy again niia0sx..esp. the zer0 butt0n.....iid0iit siiasx....nd t0 press hardderr....arghhhh.l0lss....iwann buyy den hbb nerhh nw c0mplaiin....sia0sx...but i lyk iit.c0shh keyba0rdd piink c0l0urr ....=_=... t0piid...n0w i kcant type paragrphss....aniiwae.tis entryy usx testing niasx....sh0 can dunn readd...=]
