Sunday, February 19, 2006 ; 4:33 AMY
& I knew Our lOrf will LAST x3
Todae....veri tired...woke up at 6.30a.m Neh!!! sho tired now.. actualli wan take nap der..but too hungry then cant slp....todae... perform at Jurong west dere...OMG!! the bigest 'Wei Qu" in moii life.. wearing the taxi taking cab to go dere...sommor nd to find toilet...walked wae back to the CC dere..omg...but after changing was much better....whole Sundae morning lky tt gone.... pathetic... then me n Qi damn hungry...at bus was restless...sommor the bus i tink air-con spoil..worst..!! haah..todae i walk ard without spec. cox i feel better...then sommor verii blur todae...*too tired...
Then...we went Mac. eat Mcspicy.. sho nice..but in the end extreme full..then go library..Hong Kuan they all.. bully me sia..esp. him..take moii phone.. disturb sia..then manage to finish my Chem. thoery..Kenny teach me ...haha...then verii sian when they left..then me n Qi.. go JP walk a while then go home ler...now my moomii... sick...hai..jux came back from the clinic with my momii...haiXx.. Hope God will bless her....i will pray everidae for her der...mommi....haiXx...tmr Ss test haven actualli studied yet..
Wa... i reali hate my father....He was so selfish..unreasonable...bossy...I dun tink he even care abt me... he ish alwaes the one who ish rite..i hate him!!!.... everitym sae me.. as if i did anithin wrong...hate him to the core...! He teach me how to hate.... and dun blame me..!! i am not his daughter aniwae....money doesn't meant anithin to me... how can he compare to my momii...she scarifice herself... i rather die for her then him.....but wad can i do..? i hate my life... God ish torturing me... i am really tired.. sho tired... that i feel lky goin to another world ..my own world..no worries...
Jie... i wish to be lky u...although u had a veri hard life.. but all these years from wad i see... u made me tink tt u are much stronger than u seems to be...i realli want to be lky u....so straight forward.. so strong....i look into ur eyes.... i see.." Hold on and be strong" this is wad u taught me....i realli hope tt somedae.. we can be tgt as a family no matter wad....and i alwaes believe tt the dae will come.............
haha...sho todae.. had sort of a bit unique dae...*haiXx.. nd to save money..for movie..hp pouch....sian... kieXx.. stop here todae...
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