hahaxx....sian... nar... doin eng. now..no mood to do nar...haiXx... duno how to do... Sho confused...haiXx.. todae Si too stress nar...she cried when she came out from art room..she failed again..she realli stress out barXx.. haiXx... Sis ar... Mush jia you no matter wad happen neh....understand...?? haha... sot liao.. i noe she cant see in here haha..cox her com. spoil mar..cant use.. then i still write....hha...but jia you barXx....HeHeXx!!.....todae also veri tired...veri sleepy nar..after recess...ergh...then now too tired to do hmwrk ...and lazii...ergh...haha...

HaiXx.. 14 of March dere will be an anS. ner... KieXx? ...HaHaXx.. Qi u also mush listen to ur hart ...to wad it saes...kieXx.. u also dun tink too much nar... we two same Prob. wo ye hao bu dao na li qu nar.....hahaXx... hmm... ENG.!!!! stinkXx..!! heng tmr no eng. ar...if nt comform sian diao derXx.... haha... audi. sho cold.. can fa dou neh...haha... sho hot todae sia...sian... Haier...then bag damn light...hahaXx.. cox onli brin my file.. i tink..haha... todae " Bay tok" haha...she tok abt 'o' lvls nor...sian.. then the condo rm. sho cold also...

Lately either veri cold or veri hot..no middle der neh...now kept sneezing...errr.....hha...tmr C.D...yesh..can learn new dance...hhaah...but hope tmr the *who dun act cute and act boss can niao....herh...hahanow me veri cold..jux now veri hot...haha..sot liao..*yawn... haiXx.. go do Eng. ner barXx... HeHeXx...

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* a lost sheep wandering... without its shepherd...it is sho sinful tt it dare nt return to its home....

HaIxx...Speechless ish now i can sae...sho sorwwie..i tink i threw u down again.. from heaven to hell bar....hmm....cox i tink i nd sho much tym tt will waste ur tym if u continue to be lky tis.....haiXx.... .... 14th of march....dere will be an ans. barxx...haiXx....

todae..sho tired... and sleepy..and mood damn nt good... todae i also duno wad happen to me... hergh.....haiXx....wan to do hmwrk ner...i will pick up those shattered pieces moiself der... tt was wad *she told me...haha....erm...i wan to be happy...and i will.... i still have QiQi and Si mar..haha...*bleh.. haha... u guz rockxx!! haha...hmm..better... but still not much to write nar..

our class VS 5N1 softball todae..in the end lost..hahaXx..me xiang tong ner..i dun wan to live in the past ner...as for the hateXx.. maybe i cn nv forget..but i will bury veri deep...then gt use to it bar..i wa nto be the real me!! wahaha...!! wait and see...*blink....

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Todae stay at home do hmwrk....veri fast do finish..haha....wa..nd to go and cut my fringe again sia..long until touch my specs. some more poke my eyes..ergh...ma fan...cut ner long cut ner long.... haiyo...haha....todae me invent sumting cool...haha...me make honeydew juice..then add peppermint...then add milk with honeydew flavour....hha...then drink ner veri coolin...haha.. then a bit bitter bar..cox i tink put a little too much peppermint..haha..nt bad..heheXx..mommi add carrot but without the milk...i dare not try..honey plus carrot...weird...haha..

todae veri fast 'guo' ner..haiXx.. tmr go sch again...sho fast sia...dun feel lky goin nor...haiXx..pray faster that march holidae will come...then can rest ner...haha..but i tink also got mani homewrk nar..alwaes lky tt der..haha..dun care...march holidae come ner then sae..haha...veri sian.. tmr gt PoA remedial sia..SIAN AR....ergh...haha...now onli left Tues. can go hme early ner...aiyo....hope tmr will be a better dae again bar..hahXx....i dun tink i wan to change my blog skin barXx... veri troublesome ...summore veri lazii..HeHeXx... sho..yapSs.. i add song todae..quite nice..heheXx...

todae too borin nar...nth to write ...haaha.. i tink stop here barXx.. i dun tink i will edit again barXx.. hahXx...

* GivE mE uP bArXx..

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Wa... now sho full... cool neh..mommi bought cheese tofu.. tts cool.. quite nice.. gt cheese..haha..yaps.. and me bought a choco. biscuit.. outside ish choco. then ish choco. biscuit also....haha...sho nice...3.90... quite orkie bar...hah...veri nice neh..taste lky heaven....!!haha.... then finally bought my Handphione pouch.... yeahxx...muhaha... hai...todae cant go out.. momi wan me to pei her... sho sian...hai..everidae living in tis tupid world....freak neh..i hate to do the things i dun wan to do....to choose the tings tt i dun wan to choose....i hate everi ting.....

todae mommi mentioned *her..... i hate *her...spoil mod sia... i duno why jie still go her birthdae party..maybe i still not one of them bar.... frm last tym till now... i tink thay hate me nor.. haiXx... forget it nar... last tym me and now me..diff. ....hhaa... *she taught me wad ish hate.... and i hate her... in my life... *she ish the onli one i hated from my hart....everi single one of them...>>shit.....i will nt trust anione of them animor.... another *she .... i alwaes tot tt she ish the onli one who noes me...but in the end... she wans me to hate my mommi..... but me also duno... haiXx... nw tinkin sho mani Q.s now.......

Although veri lucky to have a mommi and dadi....and a complete family... but ..HaiX.... dun sae ner..veri lazi to change blog skin neh..haiyo..haha...lata nd to change everi ting again....sian..hhaa...can cry now sia... everi dae lky tt.. shorten moii life onli ar..haha...sho mush be happi...hhaa..everitym encourage myself..a bit tupid and sot lky tt....haha.....cant blame.. ppl in sch call me "siao" wad...

haha..aiyo.. i dun tink they will call me siao foreva bar... dorts.. haha.. quite funni also..hai..HAAHA.... physcoING moiself to laugh haha......err......hope tmr will be a better dae barr....now tok to my daddi... 2 sentence alrdi cant tahan liao.. dun wan to tok to himar..hahah..open my mouth also diff.ar...hahaha.. yeah.. laugh ner..haha.....haiiXx....

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HaHa....todae no PoA again....haha...sho nice...haha.. then sing song again..dorts... tmr stay home rest ner...finalli gt one SAt. nv go out ner... go out also nowhere to go..haha..Xx.. they tell me to go service... but i dun wan..haiXxx.. maybe the tym has not come yet barXx... haha..YapS... todae sho good ...cox can slp late late marXx.. heheXx... then todae..maths lesson veri sian and tired... hah.. but todae gt home.Ec. ...we do --- Ang Gu Kue..hahaXx.. duno how to spell nar.. hehXx... then then aunie sae our grp one then skin nice..haha...then finalli me and QiQi partner ner..muhaha....then Si's Ang Gu Kue...the skin veri sticky...hahaXx..

Then... i ate 1 and half.. then left one for mommi...haha.. Finalli she sae nice ner..heheXx.. happy..then after that rain heavily...sho cant go home..then we play water nor..verii fun..[not rain] ..then use water bottle to spray...until the whole bodii wet..from head to toe...muahaha... then..in bus wet wet der... hah... then feel lky bathing....haha... then now.. eat finish ner... veri full... now relax...hahaXx...tmr Sat. mush rest ar..if nt majiam sho fast Mon. nor..sumor gt test...

err....dun sae tt ner..haha...sho fun todae... hah..at least i had fun...long tym the three of us nv lky tt ner... haiXx..haha... i wan change my blog skin ner... sho now lky sho ugly.. now dun feel lky changing bar... maybe lata...or tmr or Sun. bar..haha... Wan to see --- Final Destination III !!! haha....lookin forward to it worx....heheXx...kiex stop here..i dun tink will edit agian bar.. lazii..hahXX... *WiNkxX...

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HaiXx.. my mood become good ner..sho happy.. haha moomii discharged todae...!! yeah...hah.. she MC veri long neh..i tink until ard 6 March bar... haah.. but also good.. let her rest more.. then sumor everidae after school reach home will nt feel lonely animor...hehe..wa.. todae...before recess veri tired... cox PE... sumorr tis tym the circle bigger run lky hell... [cox we play softball]...then cher sae wan to paly with 5n1 ant... wa ...dun wan ar.. lata hor.. they ...play rough hor.. veri scary..haah....todae Kk accidentally push ah chao... real hard..though ish nt purposely.. then even iffa stun...hahaha....sho scary...me bat once nia..cox todae one lky nt fun...

haha... lking forward to nxt wed. cox i wa nto learn the new dance...!! haha...then me scared dance until not nice... sian... todae first lesson POa.... then Mr Ng nv come mar.. sho shiock sia...haha... then hear Keling sing... she kept tellin me sing nar... me sho shy..haha... summor tt tym class veri quiet..haha...then after tt... ish Pe..then EnG.....haha.. Eng. damn sleepy and cold sia.. me trembling neh..haha..everitym lky tt one... cox seating in first row..then the aircon wind blow directly...sho cold..but nice..haha..

haha...jux now eat one Chocolate..sho nice... hmm... then after recess physics...todae cher lky nt in good mood sia...sho firece.. then do tupid experiment nor... then heng todae physics remedial nt until 4.30 ar..if nt duno how to live...hahah...then finish the experiment ard 3.30..then cher let us go...haha....sho good...

Haier..tt tupid Kk.... tell me to write a testi. for him... sot ar..wait long long... he sho bad...bully me onli.. bad until duno write wad to him ar..haha....sian...omg..!! lizard in my room and ish a big one.. tupid... behind my cupboard...then nv cum out ner.. since momii sprayed Baygon..then i tink it died inside...but still ...OMG..!! insects..sharks....haha....hai.. i tink Peisi.. seems to have tings hiding from me... hai...i also can do nth ner.... she happy can liao... kiex.. nth to write ner... veri tym try to write as long as possible liao..haha...

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haha.... YeahXx.... nurse sae maybe tmr mommi can be discharge ler.. but a little bit saded. cox cant see jie... i tink she ard 8 reach bar.... then father lar.. wan go home.. ard 7.40 bar.. sian nor.. i dun wa ngo home nor... wan to tok to mommi more... haha.. mommi nt at home one dae... super weird....!! haha...but hope tmr she discharge bar.. hehe..!! i guess me nt that saded animorr bar.. haha...but todae cant go C.D... haha sian.. duno wad kind of dance... sho curious and excited abt it..when go C.D... alwaes wish that dun hav.. now no nd to go... lky veri weird.. lky todae ish meant for dancing.. haha..

me now mood ish neutral bar.. i tink i can laugh ler bar.... i wish tmr will be a btter dae.. and will a dae where i will laugh lky i nv laugh before bar....hehe...sho shiock.. tmr no test and no hmwrk..cox.. all do finish in hospital ner.. wa hospital sho quiet sia.. and sho scary.....haha.... see.. mommi got needles on each side of her hand... hai.. she sae little bit pain.. but i dun believe.. but yaps.. if discharge ner.. then can take out.. shld be much better bar....haah..

Me wanna thx Peisi and QiQi...for careing abt my mommi.. and comfort me... haha ...u two alwaes the best no matter wad..!!! MuacKkxX.. to u two..!!... haha.... me sot liao...but realli thx...haha...todae lky weird weird der.. haha.. duno why...i tink ish stay at hospital too long bar.. then come back lky weird weird der.. HAHA... tmr gt PE....haha.. volley ball..?? sian... I HAte My Father..!!!!.. *relaxx..... hai.. tired gtg.. he noes how to spoil mood onli.. gtg.. hehe...MuaCkkxx.. to moiiself..haha..!!

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wahaha...todae felling much better... try to laugh barr...but everitym reach home the feeling come again...hai..dad now accompanii mommii to go see doC. for the blood test results... But i tink shld be okie barr..haiXx...Now sho full.... mommi cook the egg porridge sho salty.. cox she cant taste aniithing.. sick maar...then she ate sour prunes.. then keep addin soya sauce.. then found out that somting ish nt rite..haha then call dad to try.. then damn salty...!! haha.. then i tell her.. nxt tym dun eat sour prunes while tasting the food...even cant taste anithin... haha funi sia...

sian .... tmr got Chem. test... me scared me duno neh....esp. the oxidation No. die.... sob sob...hai.. see now mood drop to 0% again..haiXx...tmr worst..!! cause gt C.D.... although i lky the dance... but.. verii tired lately.. i hope tmr's hmwrk will nt be too manii.. all no hmwrk best..!!! haha.. if not tmr comfirm drop dead..!! zzz... hah...house sho quiet.. everidae.. come home no one.. then ard 6+ mommi then reach home...hai.. then my room ish the best..!!! cox i can do wadeva things i wan...

hoho...trying to make moiiself laugh bar...long tym nv verii happi b4 nerr.... hai.. saded..kiex...haha.. dun too sad.. lata jump down from 1000th floor ar.. nt 100th floor liao...hah...onli can sae to moiiself...[[ Hold on adn be strong]] barr..... i learnt tt being strong ish nt easii.... mush Jia you..!! still got my best buddiess... mmm.....haha.....hai... hope tmr test will not be difficult bar... sian.. nd to do hmwrk liao... if nt lata "workin tym" over ner. then no mood to study then die ner....haha...


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Hai.. Now... no mood...Mum todae sho pale...then eat wad vomit wad.. veri scary.....hai..sho worried...sommor.. my life stinks.. although i onli gt 1 life....hai... i wan to cry.. but my tears are dry...sob sob..i am so exhausted... i cant take it animor.....

Todae.. the whole dae damn tired sia..esp. in mdm tay's class..wa biang.. cant tahan....my eyes was lky sho heavy..haha...damn sad and moody cum worries now.. duno wad to write sia..hai..realli veri moody.. i tink i stop here bAr..

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Todae....veri tired...woke up at 6.30a.m Neh!!! sho tired now.. actualli wan take nap der..but too hungry then cant slp....todae... perform at Jurong west dere...OMG!! the bigest 'Wei Qu" in moii life.. wearing the taxi taking cab to go dere...sommor nd to find toilet...walked wae back to the CC dere..omg...but after changing was much better....whole Sundae morning lky tt gone.... pathetic... then me n Qi damn hungry...at bus was restless...sommor the bus i tink air-con spoil..worst..!! haah..todae i walk ard without spec. cox i feel better...then sommor verii blur todae...*too tired...

Then...we went Mac. eat Mcspicy.. sho nice..but in the end extreme full..then go library..Hong Kuan they all.. bully me sia..esp. him..take moii phone.. disturb sia..then manage to finish my Chem. thoery..Kenny teach me ...haha...then verii sian when they left..then me n Qi.. go JP walk a while then go home ler...now my moomii... sick...hai..jux came back from the clinic with my momii...haiXx.. Hope God will bless her....i will pray everidae for her der...mommi....haiXx...tmr Ss test haven actualli studied yet..

Wa... i reali hate my father....He was so selfish..unreasonable...bossy...I dun tink he even care abt me... he ish alwaes the one who ish rite..i hate him!!!.... everitym sae me.. as if i did anithin wrong...hate him to the core...! He teach me how to hate.... and dun blame me..!! i am not his daughter aniwae....money doesn't meant anithin to me... how can he compare to my momii...she scarifice herself... i rather die for her then him.....but wad can i do..? i hate my life... God ish torturing me... i am really tired.. sho tired... that i feel lky goin to another world ..my own world..no worries...

Jie... i wish to be lky u...although u had a veri hard life.. but all these years from wad i see... u made me tink tt u are much stronger than u seems to be...i realli want to be lky u....so straight forward.. so strong....i look into ur eyes.... i see.." Hold on and be strong" this is wad u taught me....i realli hope tt somedae.. we can be tgt as a family no matter wad....and i alwaes believe tt the dae will come.............

haha...sho todae.. had sort of a bit unique dae...*haiXx.. nd to save money..for movie..hp pouch....sian... kieXx.. stop here todae...

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todae...

Huiqi come to moii hse....We did the DIY thing....we paste paste paste..and paste... until our hands kena glue...then verii disgustin and sticky lor....then the floor filled with flowers....haha..then nd to clean up...then huiqi going crazii...about making those small small books....and tinkin that ppl will notice that... Sommor.. she sae she hungry..then she seems not now...hahah...then i paste wrong side--- the pages of the "book" she created....wahaha!! haha...nw she at my home.. then i writing...wahaha..! Then... actually can finish now der lei..she keep wanting to do books..haiyo..haha..then the title ish "The little Garden" mar...i tink can change to "The little Library' ar...hahha...

duno sher hungry anot der......she todae sot sot der...me scared tok wrong words ar..then sot until her..then she will keep laugh liao..hahah...sian..homework have not even touch yet...lata..tmr do more sian lor...mon. still got SS test...--- wahaha..! discovered one ting...i kept pasting the tings the other wae round..hahha...OMG!!...hahha...

haha.. finalli do finish ner neh....haha...then now Qi eatin..... Me wan eat Biscuit.. But my house dun have those tt i wan...haha...home wrk... sian.. dun tink ler lar..at most at nite chiong lor... hahahah... sho sian...Sho fast... todae sat... then veri fast at nite...then veri fast Mon.... then schooliNg....haha....

Hahah..Hope tmr will not be tired bar....goin to Jurong West dere perform...---Chinese dance... dun feel lky goin lor...sommor nd to wake up veri early...haha...feel lky biting somting...munch munch....haha.....kieXx.. i tink i stp here lor.... fun fun fun..haha buai.....


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