tots of the dae...

2007-08-03T23:09:00.001-07:00

*HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TO LAOGONG!
*hahahs.
*lata gOing Out tO his hus luhs.
*tO celebrate his birhtdae.
*gOT steambOat.
*wakakakas.
*hOpe tOdae will be a gOOd dae barhs.

*father ytd came back frOm OperatiOn.
*half Of his face was swOllen by half i tink.
*and he keep vOmiting "f-l-a-m".
*me and marmi see lerhs sO scary.
*but tOdae he was better lerhs.
*at least din vOmit.
*ytd was realli scary. lyk a "nv-befOre-seen-fOOtage" Of him.

*hOpe he recOver fast fast luhs.
*i dare nOt tOk tO him luhs.
*nxt week hab tO gO hOme early if can.
*scare he suddenly faint at hOme.
LOL.
*i sO GUAI.
*nO larhs. jusx stay at hOme if he needs help luhs.
*sians.

*yeah!
*tis week save alOt Of mOney~
*hOpe will be derh same fOrh nxt week tOO.
*but dun tink can save much.
*cOsh gOt wOrk .
*cOrmfirm eat alOt One. xP
*tink stOp here tOdae?
*lazy tO type lerhs. :)

2007-08-01T22:15:00.001-07:00

TODAE COS TEST!
*nv gO sch tOdae.
*studying COS at hOme.
*sians.
*lyk nOe all but phOrget all tt kind Of feeling.
*nOw trying tO squeeze in all the infOmatiOn.
*ZZZZZ.

*gOOd is tOdae cn wake up late.
*bad is tOdae nOT Only gOt test but until 6.3o
*means dunO wad tym den rch hOme luhs.
*maybe 8pm??
*nOw alOne at hOme.
*father tOdae gO checkup.
*if nth wrOng den tmr he cn gO Operation luhs.
*ytd wan blOg derh.
*dunO y in sch Open blOgger web sOt sOt derh.
*den rch hOme jiu study.
*den slp lerhs. nO tym.

*lyk muai blOg skin luhs.
*dunO change hOw mani tyms luhs.
*hOpe can pass my test luhs.
*i dun wan retake COS. T.T
*paper time is 5.oo tO 6.3o.
*mean One & half hOur.
*2o MCQ 2 SHORT Qs.
*bluffer derh. if derh 2 Q. is SHORT.
*derh paper alsO nO nd sO lOng luhs.
*T.T

*yeah.
*tmr fridae.
*beri fast.
*den jiu saturdae luhs.
*CORRECTION: LAOGONG's birthdae ON SATURDAE nOt FRIDAE.
*haaaas.
*cOsh derh previOus entry i type Fridae.
*den nv see calender tOt fridae is derh 4th.
*HEEES.

*sinas luhs.
*dunO wad tO eat.
*nth tO eat at hOme fOrh lunch.
*i nd gO study luhs.
*buaiis buaiis tO muaself. :)

2007-07-31T06:04:00.000-07:00

*BORED.
*FEELING STUPID.
*FUSTRATED.
*STRESS.

*my feelings fOrh tOdae.
*blOg rOtts lyk hell.
*nO tym tO blOg.
*very sure that nO One will view my blOg?
*really SIANS.

*STUPID REASON tO quarrel.
*STUPID wae tO tOk.
*STUPID mOuth.
*STUPID attitude.
*STUPID fOne.
*STUPID lappie.
*STUPID EVERYTING.
*EVERYTING LOOK/FEEL SO STUPID DUMB DUMB TO ME!!!

*tis fridae laOgOng's birthdae.
*he celebrating On saturdae.
*great.
*tink i will be left Out?
*hOpe nOt.
*will use all the energy i hav tO OvercOme the fear Of STUPID steambOat & being anti - sOcial.
*hOpe *mei mei gOt gO?
*if nOt i dunO hOw tO cOmmunicate tO thOse ppl he nOe.
*cOSh i dunO them!

*hais.
*all he sae was gOOd luck fOrh me.
*since his birthdae.
*he shld be enjOying wib his fwen on tis sat. barh.
*realli dunO wad i can dO lOrhs.
*hais. *wOrries*
*aniwaes.
*tis thurs COS TEST LIAOS.
*was lyk DUN UNDERSTAND LUHS!
*hOw tO study?!
*"GOOD LUCK JOCELYN!"

*nO mOney.
*sian luhs!
*tired tired tired!
*hais.
*tOt i was nOt a attitute persOn.
*but I AM!
*dunO wan tO happie or sad.
*dOrts.
*wish sOmbOdy cOuld jux accept my STUPID attitude.
*sOmetyms reallie emO luhs.
*alsO dunO y.
*mOOdless Or tired den lyk that.

*tOdae gOing tO sch in bus listern tO One sOng.
*phOrget wad title luhs.
*but listen until nearly cry man.
*i alsO phOrget the lyrics.
*but it jusx hit me str8 deep inside.
*lOl. veri emOtiOnal huhs.
*fridae father alsO nd gO fORh small Operation fOrh his teeth tingy.
*wish him safe*

2007-06-05T21:06:00.000-07:00

*HEES!!!
*blOg again.
*shO tired.!!
*tOdae FSP shOuld be can pass barhs.
-hOpe shO.
*nOw finally can relax abit lerhs.
*cOSh tmr nOsch. xP
*den thurs and fri ish WP and CM.
*wakakkas.
*tink anihOw cn at least jusx pass barhs.
*shO nOt studying lerhs.
*xP
*me lazy barhs. ??! - wakakkas.

*Sians.
*laOgOng gO Out again.
*lately at nite alwaes gO Out.
*if i can jiu haO lerhs.
*cOSh i cOmfirm will EVERY nite gO Out WIBOUT FAIL!!!
.BUT.
*I KCANT!
*LOL.
*dunO sians.
*laOGOng sae he rch hOme den call me.
*if lyk ytd lyk tt wait his call until slp.
*den if he call i wun listen lerhs.

*realli HATE tO wait.
*wait as in WAIT lOrhs.
*lol.
*i mean nOt Onli waiting fOrh fOne calls.
*lyk wait fOr peOple. wait fOr fOOd. wait fOr everyting . . .
*althOugh i alwaes LATE and make ppl wait.
*but i feel GUILTY derh hOrhs.
*cOsh waiting is realli SARKS!!
*shO i will alwaes try my best nOt tO be late lOrhs.
-BUT FAIL. =c
*hahahhas.
*HAISH.

*tink sick gOt rching One mOnth lerh barhs.
*5 mOre daes tO 8 mOnth ANNI.
*daes jusx pass shO fast.
*wads gOing tO happen in the future.
*sOmtyms will be curiOus.
*sOmetyms will be afraid tO face it.
*sOmetyms will jusx let everyting gO by nature.
*future realli shO unpredictable.

*nOw listening tO ling yu zhOng sOng.
*SARKS lyk hell.
*feeling shO tired Once again.
*maybe jusx tOdae Onli.
*cOsh my eyes realli lyk clOsing lerhs.
*lol
*haish.
*dunO wads gOing On.
*dun lyk laOgOng gOing Out at nite these 2 daes.
*lyk every nite gO Out.
*den lyk late late den can tOk tO him On fOne.
*tired Of waiting his calls.
*den every mOrn kcant wake up On tym.

*WHEN WILL MY SORE THROAT GONE. . .
*ZZZ.
*tink tis is the HEALTHEST MONTH in my life.
*waaa the fOOD i eat lyk nOt vege.
*if nOt drink lOads Of water. n I MEAN LOADS!!!
*shO happy alsO.
*tis SAT. WORKING!!!
*lOng tym nO wOrk lerhs.
*lOL.
*hOpe hOls. can wOrk mOre barhs.
*but alsO hOpe can play EVEN MORE.

*tOdae dunO wad happen.
*FIRST tym tO stand all the wae
-frOm NP TO JP.
*gO hOme take bus frOm interchange tOO.
*cOsh my leg was shaking frOm hunger after standing fOrh dunO HOW LONG!
*den in bus STAND again.
*heng i live near JP!!!

*haO barhs stOp here.
*lOng tym nv blOg tOdae blOg shO lOng.
*kekekeks. xP

2007-06-04T20:54:00.000-07:00

*came tO blOg finally. !!!
*a few weeks Or daes agO:
-i was SICK.!!!
-nOt fully recOver yet nOw.
-thrOat pain pains.
-was stress until pimples pOp Out.
-nOw was MUCH BETTER!.
-been saving mOney.

*nOw ish cOmmOn test week.
*after that jiu hOlidae lerhs!
*tOdae COS.
-One wOrd describe. SHIT.
*tmr FSP
-One wOrd describe.SIAN.
*me dunO save enuf mOney anOt.
*cOsh i wan rebOnd my hair again.
*and MUST nxt week jiu rebOnd lerh.
*cOsh i nOe my hair will be FLAT lyk fOrh 2 WEEKS!!!.
*sO hOlidae ish the best tym.
*cOsh nObOdy will see my flat hair. except laOgOng.
*but alsO need tO see enuf mOney anOt.
*HAISH.

*Orkies.
*this is shit.
*actualli still gOt sOmOr derh.
*but dunO WHY my hand press wad thing.
*BWING*
*EVERYTHING GONE.
*sO i WUN retype.
*cOSh i am damn lazy tO DO SO!!!
.ANIWAES.
*gOOd luck tO myself fOR cOmmOn test.
*ands I WAN REBOND.

2007-05-15T21:09:00.000-07:00

*gOt tym tO blOg again!
*tOdae gOt IS.
*shO tired man.
*i hate gym.
*ZZZZZz.
*tmr gO bugis wib marmi!!!
*hOpe can buy the tings i wan.
- T-shirts.
- Bag
*tOdae keep ar- chiewing.
*cosh Orf the tOpid gym ball.
*shO dusty.
*canOt stOp ar -chiewinq!!!!
*nOw still gOt ar - chiew abit.
*gergggg . . .

*nOw me playing wib my mircOpfOne.
*nth tO dO.
.WELL.
*ish actualli i lazy dO my wOrk.
*lata den dO barhs. xp
*sians.
*waaa laO!
*father every tym cOme at tis tym One leiis!
*HIs EXISTENCE IS A DISTURBANCE TO ME!!!!
*tmr if din gO bugis jiu can gO laOgOng hus lerh.
*see larh.
*he Ownself sae he late late rch hOme.
*in the end lehs.
- i wake up he jiu rch hOme lerhs.
*sians larhs.
*musx save mOney again lerhs.
*mOney sO fast finish.
*HAIS.
*easy tO spend hard tO save!!!!

*feel lyk eating biscuit nOw. =x
*CANOT. canOt. CAnOt!!!!!
*ZZZZZZZ.
*siaO liaO larhs!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

*YUPPIES!!!
*tOdae 7th mOnth lerhs.
*shO fast.
*haiis.
.BUT.
*quarrel Once every mOnth.
*hOpe next mOnth wun bars. x*
*JIA YOU tO me lORHS!!!
*tOdae fridae agains.
*cn gO SIM eat yummies fOOd lerhs!!!
*den after tt celerbrate marmi's dae tOdae.
*cOsh sat wOrk.
*sundae gO laOgOng hus.
*maybe treat marmi eat BENTOBOX lOrhs.
*=c. wan brOke again lerhs.
*bOOOOss...

*finally den cn blOg.
*cOsh busy busy busy.
*feel lyk Orh Orhs - inq.
*i mish my BED, PILLOW,LAOGONG. =x
*hahahasx.
*kcant wait tO gO SIM EAT LEIIS!!!!
*xb . hungry hungry hungry. !!!
*saw a white van On the wae tO sch.
- "JESUS LOVES EUU" On the van.
*sian diaOs.

*tmr wOrk lOrhs.
*dun feel lyk gOing.
.BUT.
*FORH THE SAKE OF MOI $$!!!
*sObs.
*haO lerhs stOp here.
*nOw FSP lessOn.
*me WAN Orhs Orhs!!
*NITES!
- xp

2007-05-08T06:39:00.001-07:00

*WHEES!!!
*finalli settled dOwn!
*tired tired tired.
*tOdae jOg 3o mins.
*wan die lerhs!!
*nuah alrdii.
*haiish...

*sOmetyms realli tink i tiinking tOO much.
*dunO larh.
*feelinq tOpid.
*realli dun wan tO argue lerhs.
*sOmetyms the wae euu tOk made me feel irritated.
*and gOing tO burst sOOn.
*duno hOw and dunO why.
*maybe takes tym tO sOlve barhs.
*slOwly, slOwly.
*i hOpe.

*tmr gOt CCA.
*hOpe nOt dislike by Others.
*jusx gOt tis feeling lOrhs.
*if lyk tt den realli alOne lerhs.
*sians.
*everyOne seems sO daO.
*dunO larhs.
*sians .
*late late gO hOme again lerhs!!!
*x#

*hOpe i'm nOt changing in aniwaes.
*hOpe tO be everlasting!
*=* - MUWARKS!

2007-05-06T22:25:00.000-07:00

*SOME puetty true tinqs i fOund Out.!!!

*
>>If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
>>If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
>>If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
>>If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
>>If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
>>If u keep QUIET,! he says u have no BRAINS.
>>If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
>>If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
>>If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
>>If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
>>If u don't *make love *with him., he says u *don't Love *him;
>>If u *do*!! he says u are *CHEAP.*
>>If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;>
>If u *don't*, he says that u don't TRUST him.
>>If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
>>If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
>>If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
>>If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
>>If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
>>If he SMOKES, he is a *GENTLEMAN.*
>>If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
>>If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
>>If! u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
>>If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
>>& sooo hard to please!!!!!

*The End. xP

2007-05-05T15:06:00.000-07:00

*sians.
*back frOm jp.
*laOgOng went bugis play dOta wib fwen.
*me stay at hOme rOts.
*mOOd really not gOOd.
*sians
*sians
*sians
*sians
*sians
*sians
*sians
!!!
*FARKING SIANS LARH CB!!

2007-05-04T09:38:00.000-07:00

*BOOOS!
*dis few daes blOg durinq lessOn tym wOrhs.
*gO hOme tired tired nerhs!!!
*nOw jusx first lesson Onli - FSP!!!
*nOt bad larh.
*nOw dOinq quiz.
*first tym get 7o marks.
*second tym 6o !!!
- =c
.BUT.
*quiz nO marks derh.
*shO nvm. hEES.

*ytd laOgOng sae tOdae maybe gO play pOOl.
*at first at JE.
*den jp.
*if laOgOng nv gO den nObOdy pei me hOme.
-=c
*if laOgOng gO i alsO rch derh late late nerhs.
-=c
*shO dunO nOrhs.
*ytd nites went JP.
*buy new shOes.
*gOt ribbOn wan.
*dden black shiny.
*gOld Outline.

*maybe later 3 hrs break,
- gOt SiM eat!!!
*fOOd yummies dere!!!
- mOi fwens sae.
*awwww......!!!
*shO hungry!!!

2007-05-03T11:10:00.000-07:00

*WP LESSON!!!
*tired tired tired.!!
*me dunO yy becOme COnnie's rep!!
*marmii...!!!~
*say her she jusx came in.!!!
*EEEKS!!
-LKK witch!!.
*tOdae mOOdy derhs.
*nOt enuf slp.
*tOpid SBS bus.!
*nabueh!! =x
*driver drive lyk his Own car lyk tt nOrhs!
*den me canOt slp.
*nO place tO slp.
*single - deck somOr.
*SIANSS
*die die i alsO dun wan change place fOr COS!!!
*hurs hurs.!!!

*cOnnie teachinq duno wad.
-One + One = twO... DORTS.!
*haO er nehhs.!
*i wan eat!!!.
*in the end still need tO change place.
*i hate tOPi's ASS WITCH. - cOnnie

2007-05-02T23:44:00.000-07:00

*FINALLY!!!
*can blOg lerhs.
*super tired.
*yawns.!
*lOng dae agains.

*me create fwenster fOrh cOnnie!!!
*Onli three fwens Onli.
*classmates sae wan join in the end Onli twO.
*hmmpfhs!
*nO steady.
.BUT.
.BEFORE THAT.
*me & Jasmine gO da paO,
-14 packed FISH & CHIPS!!
*cOst me $39.2o!!
*gOt back 2o++.
*hmmpfhs dunO whO haben gib me $ yet.
*hOpe dey return me.
- hurs!
.DEN.
*cOnnie cOme.
*we still eatinq.
*she tells us gO E-square eat.
*Orbii!
*14 ppl all gO dOwn tgt.
*buy snapple drink sOmOr.
*baO baOs nOrhs.
*went back class,
-cOnnie nag nag nag!!!
BOOOS!

*went tO auditiOn.
-pianO keybOard CCA.
*me selected!!!
*dun feel lyk gOinq suddenly.
*maybe tireds nerhs!
*but din waste my trip tO interview wads!
=X
*nearly gOt sick again.
*same wOrds:
TIRED, TIRED, TIRED!!!
*AH CHIEW!
-scuse me.zzzzz.nites

2007-05-01T06:57:00.001-07:00

*PHEW!
*Finally bathe finish lerhs.
*tOdae laOgOng's brOther birthdae.
*went tO WestcOast.
.WELL.
*it was flOOded!
*hab tO walk On mud.
*mOst Orf the ppl walk bare fOOted!
- includunq laOgOng. EEKS
*me walk wib slippers.
*musx sae is BETTER tO walk wib fOOt.
*laOds laOds Orf MUD!
*water level jusx belOw 3 tO 4 inch belOw my knee!
*feel YUCKIES! - at first
*Quite fun after tt. xP
*if my nails were nOt injured.
*me will be habinq maniis fun lerhs.!

*feelinq uncOrmfOrtable whOle dae.
*all becOsh Orf tOpid tOe nail.
*pain pain!!!
*birthdae cake shO YUMMIES!
*eat alOt Orf fried nOOdle.
- puii puii liaOs!

*YEAH!!! - laOgong fever gO awae lerhs!!
[GOT ONE TING I WAN SAE TO LAOGONG]
: daOqian!!.
*tOdae laOgOng play wib me.
-hu ask him wan disturb.
*"wrestle"
*den me jiu scratch laOgOng lips until got blOOD.!!!
*realli bu shi qu yi derhs!!
*daOqian.!

*fun dae!!!
.but.
*tired!
*sundae den can see laOgOng again lOrhs.
*tmr laOgOng nOt gOing sch. LAZY PIG!
*feel lyk nOt gOing sch alsO.
*tired tired nehs!
*haO barhs.
*stOp here.

*HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO LAOGONG's BROTHER.
dOrts.
*interesting muddy birthdae party!!!! xP

2007-04-30T23:01:00.000-07:00

-EDITED VERSION
*blOg again.
*cosh nuthinq tO dO.
*shO happy !!!
*cOsh tmr Tuesdae!!!
-can mit laOgOng lerhs.
.But.
*laOgOng's fever keep switchinq On and Off.
*shOO shOO fever!!
*hOpe tO transfOrm tO anti- virus.
*den kill all virus in laOgOng's bOdy.
*den laOgOng jiu haO lerhs!!!

*hOpe laOgOng fever REALLY gOne tmr.
*haiisx.
*tOdae nearly fever.
*walk hOme lyk dead zOmbie!
*and nearly FAINT!
*dinner fOOd : 4 piece Of pOpiah
*pOpiah shO eeyers One.

*lOads lOads Of hOmewOrk !!
*yet Onli lil' lil' tym
*laOgOng'shus canOt use internet.
*dunO wad tO dO fOr tmr
-hOmewOrk hOmwOrk hOmewOrk!!!
-laOgOng faster faster Orkies!!!
*jusx tis 2 tings.
*in mOi WHOLE brain
, mind
,brain cells.

*A BIG BIG HAISX!!!

2007-04-29T21:22:00.000-07:00

*nOw in class.
*habinq FSP lessOn.
*bOred.
*saw interesting tinqs On the wae tO sch.
*a SQUASHED cat.
- intestine everting cOme Out.
*a lady jOgging wib a kyOOT lil' puppy!

*shO hungry.
*wan tO pee..=X
*cher repeat the same ting agian and AGAIN!
*shO tired.
*mish euu! xP

*tOdae wear cOnverse shOes.
*uncOrmfortable skirt.
*eeks!!!
*after sch gO jp buy
-fOOLscape
-nOtebOOk
-liquid
*went hOme late late again.
*YEAH! tmr ish TUESDAE!!!

lalalallasss..=*

2007-04-29T20:57:00.000-07:00

*went tO laOgOng's hus again.
*study my maths.
-well actualli Onli 2o mins in tOtal i tink.
*spend mOst Of my tym slping.
*i am just sO tired!!!
*eyes red red derhs.
*but nOw Orkies lerh.
*Tuesdae miting laOgOng again - YUPPIES!
*hOpe tmr wun be a bOring dae.
*tired Of gOing sch,*but glad tO hab fun fwens.
*gOing tO dO maths lata.
*laOgOng feeling better lerhs!!!
*My Wish now is ::
- faster Tuesdae barhs~ ...
xP

2007-04-28T07:57:00.001-07:00

* jusx changed blogskin.
*too tired to type more.
*jusx hope tt laogong's fever will go awae.
*no idea of wad hOmewOrk tO dO.
*if the sOng sarks,
- i will change if hab tym.
*tOdae went tO laOgong's hus
-hOmewOrking.
*in the end
- SLEEP
*tired tired tired is all i can sae.
*sO gOing tO sleep sOON.
*and hOpe tmr will be a better DAY!!!

2007-04-25T18:43:00.000-07:00

hahahsx. so long din blog lerhs.cosh busy marhs. now i n school lorhsx.todae cn sae late man, 9.3o den rch school den heng cher also around tt tym rch. so maybe dun count as late barh. aiyarh dun care larhsx. somor todae tupid bus. lyk every 3 min stop once. dortsx. so now update for fun llorhsx. nth to write.

now studying in ngee ann lerhs. super tired leiisx. den miss moi dear fwens. ahiss. tings changed alot from sec sch... den now can sae is peaceful lorhsx.haisx. sians...

*dun smoke!! smoking is bad for health!!! dortsx. xp

2007-02-27T07:11:00.000-08:00

haiisx -
tOdae stay a biit late.
jusx tO wriite my blOg.
tmr nO wOrk. tts why gOt tym.
laOgOng siiick.
me wOrry + lOadds Of missies.
nO mOney.
tiired.

lately nOt wOrkiin,
means mit up wib him .
ar bO at hOme.
wOrk until end Of april.
den stOp.
super tiired.
nOt i dun wan nOt tO wOrk.
BUT is nO mOney.
i PROMISE END OF APRIL.
please STOP tellin me tt i lied.

jusx wan tO hab my Own freedOm Of wad i am dOin.
euur wOrries,
i'm aware.
BUT since the dae i started wOrkin.
i sense euur unhappiness.
am i tinkin tO much?
nO i guess.
tryin tO make euu feel ,
tt i did nOt chOOse wOrk Over euu.
which is TRUE.
yet euu made me tink euu feel tis wae.

BUT nOw is better.
as lOng as euu are happy.
and i keep my prOmise ;
quit at the end Of april.
AND nOt tO let euu wOrry.

euu tOO .
rest well.
pleassse.
cOsh i'm wOrry tOO.

*muwarks

2007-02-18T07:21:00.000-08:00

wakakkas.
finally i POSTED!!!
hurray.
CNY super sians.
getting Of angbaOS are exciting.
rest are super irritating.

miss laOgOng lAOdds.
wOrk lyk i nv wOrk b4.
miss alOt Of tym;
spend wib laOgOng.
hai.
super sad.
BUT.
lyk wad he saes in HIS BLOG.
Our trust MAYbe strOnger.
TRUE.
but still wOrry larh.
shO long nv sEe him.

haiisx.
sad sad sad.
fiirst tym miss sOmOne shO badly.
=X.
hees.
dunO leh.
lyk feel lyk iish dunO my temper abiit change Or wad.
lyk mOstly tOk On fOne nOwadaes.
alwaes tOk untill pek chek wib laOgOng.
cOmmunicatiiOn. prOb.
DORTS.
sOmtyms lyk tOk until beri sad.
lyk he tOk sOmtiings den i will sad.
but i nv saae.
cOsh i nOe he din mean it /dunO.

but nOw.
Orkiies lerh.
Onlii rarely feel tis wae.

hmmpfhs happyc CNY!!!!
BUAIISX

2007-01-04T04:29:00.000-08:00

bOoOos.. ;;
HAPPY 2OO7 liiaO...
tym berii fast wOrhsx ;
haiisx..
nOw wOrkiing;;
berii tiired liiaOsx ;
sOmOr cOugh and cOugh..;;
den nOt everidae cn see laOgOng lerhhs ;
sad..
BUT -
aniiwae..
get mOi pay tmr liiaOsx ;;
FINALLY lOrh ,

fiirst tym schOOl reOpen nO nd gO sch ~
lyk weiird weiird derhh ;
den nth tO ddO ;;
stay at hOme den marmii keep nagging ;
gO Out marmii alsO nag ;
alsO dunO wadd she naggign - i dun even care ;;
rOtts rOtts rOtts -
endd here barhhsx -
end Of diiary

2006-12-13T06:40:00.000-08:00

HeeHee...

finally ,,

tmr ish m0ii biirthdae!!!

happy nehhsx~...

t0dae huiqi c0me m0i hus t0n..

den we c0unt d0wn tgt...

but she nv g0 eat steamb0at..T.T

hahasx..nvm barhhsx...

at least i spend m0ii birthdae wib her...=D

AGAIN,,

berii happy ;;

c0hh m0i aunt b0ught a webcam f0rh miie !!

hell0 kiitty 0ne..=_= ;;

kyo0t n0e..l0lsx..

wish nth suay will happen 0n m0ii birthdae barhhsx..

everiitym lyk tt 0ne ;;

den g0t hear ppl sae b4 ;;

0ur birthdae iish the suayiiest dae in 0ur life ;;

h0pe tis year wun barhhsx -

G0d bless miie..;=D

and again..

happy birthdae t0 me!!!!

2006-12-12T00:48:00.000-08:00

bo0osx !!!

finalli change bl0gskiin nerhhsx...

the previi0us 0ne ;

dun sae nerhh ;;

scare miie -

i 0pen den spam wiib "ph0t0bucks.c0m"

scare mii~

den change t0 tis n0rhhsx.. ;

simpl simpple niice niice..=D

2006-12-01T05:26:00.000-08:00

haiisx sad w0rhhsx ;
n0w g0iing t0 bbe 16;
sh0uldd bbe happy derhsx -
but den parents still treat miie lyk tt w0rhhsx ;
haiisx;
n0 freed0m -
makes miie wan t0 run awae....

still can0t dd0 wadd a 16 year 0ld ppl cn dd0 ;
arghhhh... -
ha0 siians arhhsx ;
dun0 anrhhsx ;
jusx n0w quarrel wiib marmii ;
take m0ney fr0m father as birthdae present ;
he dun wan giib -
sae he buy f0rh miie himself ;
isn't iit derh SAME? -
still his m0ney wadd ...;
0f c0shh in the end hhe gib -
iif n0t i wun t0k t0 b0th 0f dem f0rh as l0ng as i wan niias0x -

haiisx -
but den still sadd w0rhhsx ;
dun0 yy nehhsx ;
maybbe parents still treat miie tis wae w0rhhsx -
lyk dey dun care wad i tiink w0rhhsx ;
haiisx -
sae liies until n0 liies t0 sae nerhhsx ;
zek ark marhhsx ?-
siians.. ;
FED UP!!!

haiisx ;
m0ii bl0g realli wan r0tts niia0sx -
can0t tahan nerhhsx.. ;
kill miie i als0 wan g0 w0rkk arhhsx -
can0t tarhann nagging nia0sx ;
dey nag 4 years n0t tiired -
i hear nerhh tiired arhhsx ;
FFFFFFFFFFFFF !!!!! ;gerggg...

hmmpfhs...tmr g0 back churchh w0rhhsx ;
see l0ng tym n0 see ppl -
l0lsx -
i w0nder h0w iits lyk tmr.. ;
right arm g0t 0ne blue-black .. ;
painn siia.... -
dun0 where "p0k" c0me 0ut 0ne... -

2006-11-11T21:20:00.000-08:00

m0ii wh0le liife change ;
fr0m tiis verii beginniq-
i standd and fall -
unc0untable tyms ;
secs by secs ;
mins by mins ;
dae by dae ;
everii m0ment passing ;
jusx lyk tt ;

i cl0se m0ii eyes;
t0 relax ;
but all em0ti0ns came crashiing back lyk an aciid 0cean ;
darkness welc0mes miie iin 0pen arms ;
light seems n0where t0 bbe f0und ;
h0pes are l0st ;
faith ish g0ne ;
crims0n 0f m0ii blo0d -
the 0nlii c0l0ur iin tiis w0rld ;

as lights grew dimmer ;
and escape fr0m darkness;
but dere iish n0 lights t0 lead m0i wae ;
c0l0urless w0rld iish all i cn sae ;

n0w i f0und a match ;
and liit the light;
nv will i let g0 ;
many were l0st;
sh0 startedd fr0m zer0 ;
afraid t0 l0st ;
happy t0 have ;

i n0e ish a test ;
a test fr0m l0rd ;
He wan miie t0 standd ;
i will pass tis test ;
accusers -
betrayers -
hyp0criites -
all stand m0ii wae ;
0ne by 0ne ;
dey will see ;
wads ish miie ;

alth0ugh is painful ;
less0ns were learnt ;
jusx lyk ;
n0e where iish hell ;
shall bbe the fastest wae t0 heaven .

2006-11-11T21:04:00.000-08:00

0rkiies.. ;

finally ;

updatedd ;

t0dae SHUCKS!!! ;

andd the weather iish DAMN H0T!! ;

I HATE ACCUSERS!!! ;

*n0t efu..l0lsx.. scaredd tiink to0 muchh =] -

m0ii bl0g entriies wun liink t0 tagb0ardd -

0 level SHURCKS L0ADDS ;

t0dae ;

STUDY WH0LE DAE ;

tts iit -

; the fastest wae t0 heaven ;

; G0 T0 HELL ;

the ab0ve tiings i wr0te ;

iif dun understandd ;

nv miind ;

jusx wann t0 fa xiie ;

HEES ;

2006-11-01T00:50:00.000-08:00

bo0osx.. -

bl0g agaiin...c0shh to0 b0redd.. -

FINALLI -

i studiied 'merger and seperatii0n' niia0sx.. -

waa.. finalli start the feeling.. shii0ck mann -

bo0kk 3 h0ppe cn finishh iin 2 daes.. -

sh0uldd bbe cn..

wo0t! chii0ng n0rhhsx -

hahsx.. i s0tts nerhhsx -

n0w raiining...-

wh0le h0use dark dark derhhsx -

make miie sh0 slpy....

can0t can0t musx study -

hahhsx-

i wan change bl0gskin nehhsx.. -

maybbe after 0s -

lazyy denn n0 tym.. siians -

m0ii f0ne tiink 0rkiies back niia0sx -

but s0mtyms still biit laggy.. -

as iin receiiving msg -

aiyo0osx.. nvm.. end 0 fyear change f0ne.. -

nxt year waiit f0rhh line finish denn change new line -

can0t tahan tis to0piid liine nerhhsx -

actulli t0dae 0rkiies derhh n0rhhsx -

father nv w0rkk agaiin -

eeyerrs -

SCARE MIE!*

thunder sh0 l0udd!! -

T.T

yy 0s until n0w denn start...~

arghhss.....

-p.s g0t tym still will bl0g...

2006-10-31T05:51:00.000-08:00

LALALss -
fan sii nerhhsx... -
marmii keep nagging.. -
gerggg....

still quiite full narhhsx.. -
hahsx..siians still nv gr0w taller yett.. -
n0t even a biit biit yettt... -
hmmphffs...
sh0 slpy n0w.. -

haiisx.. maybbe last bl0gg niias0x -
c0shh duriing 0s may n0t bl0g barhhsx.. -
busyy arhhsx.. wakaas..-
t0dae readd SS ..
lyk can0t g0 iin braiin nehhsx... -
T.T

try t0 readd n0rhhsx -
can0t als0 musx phsyc0 m0iiself niias0x -
nd t0 buy l0adds 0f l0adds tiings niias0sx... -
hmmphfs...ha0 leiisx arhhsx.. -
JIA Y0Us f0rhh 0s barhhsx.. -
wo0tt!!

after 0s jiiu bl0gg nerhhsx.. sh0 -
bub- buaiisx bl0gg!!! -
hahsx.. i siia0sx niia0sx...
BUAIIS -

2006-10-28T05:55:00.000-07:00

wo0tt!... bl0gg agaiin...hahsx..fiirst tym after suchh a l0ngg l0ngg tym feel lyk bl0gging..wakaas... n0w liistening t0 radii0... darhh 933 the music awardds....co0l s'p0re sunn yann zii get...T.T ...ha0 beii aii nehhsx... m0ii f0ne still N0T 0rkiies dehhsx... -

haiisx.. tmr call again n0rhhsx.. to0piid derhhsx.... heng tmr cn g0 0utt...iif n0t n0 tym buyy presentt neerhhsx...wakaasx... siianss nehsx...n0e deyy giib kuku awardds..nv hear b4 the siinger..tiink 0ther c0untriies derhhsx... hmmphffs.. -

n0 s0ngg...siians...aiiyo0sx..n0 m0neyy savedd agaiin.. !!! -

bo0osx.. - keep tiinkiinq m0n. nd g0 scho0l.. n0t g0 studyy n0e..

iish 0s chiinese paper.. siians n0rhhsx..

retake 0r nv retake i dunn tiink g0t difference nehhsx...

dun0 narhhsx... tryy luckk als0 funn..l0lsx..=X

lett miie see - t0dae at h0me -

start fr0m afterno0n... eatt dun0 wadd chee ch0ng fann??

denn father wann WESTERN fo0D f0rhh luchh

which means - FRIED fo0d- gurrr...can0t sae dunn wan...

iif n0t i n0 fo0d eatt...l0lsx.. denn drankk 3 cupp 0f herball tea..

waa...bl0atedd agaiin n0rhhsx.. denn j0ke wiib marmii t0 teachh miie y0ga..xD

tt will bbe kyo0t! - l0lssx.. - i siia0sx niia0sx...yeahh n0w FM g0t s0nq niia0sx...

o0h yarhh..denn after lunchh...watch teebee -

until dun0 wadd tym.. all i n0e iish i readd i-weekly whille teebee -iinq

MUSX readd a chinese article.. c0shh m0n. marhhsx....

iif n0t marmii dun wann giib miie g0 0ut -

siians... butt n0t tt diff. t0 read after all... xP

hmmphffs.. - iish m0ii bl0g l0ngg enuf??

everiitym try t0 wriite l0ng nehhsx...

iif n0t sh0rt sh0rt lyk n0 funn.... -

l0lsx. dun0 yy... -

denn jusx n0w help marmii d0 FRUIT JELLY -

yarmmiies!!! but she sae after bai baii denn cn eat -

crappsx... - arrhhhs..tts t0rturiing..T.T

need t0 pester m0ii ZHU papa take m0neyy niias0x -

hahsx..t0dae hhe keep eatiinq -

denn i call hiim zhu papa -

l0lsx..marmii agree als0 n0rhhsx.. XD

zzZzz. - DRIINK M0RR WATER!!!

musx physc0...

aiyo0sx..tiink quiite l0ngg nerhh barhhsx.. -

hEEs - st0pp here - BUAIISX

2006-10-27T06:27:00.000-07:00

wakaas...- l0ng tym nv bl0gg nerhh w0rhhsx...n0w quiite tiired barhhsx..*yawnnsx...hmmphffs...t0dae..AGAIN..i am BL0ATED!!!...cn sae f0rhh 0ne week nerhh barhhsx...ab0utt n0rhhsx...denn everiitym super full...arhhhhss..- wann bec0me ZHU nerhhsx...ggergggg...hmmphff..finalli i startedd w0rhhsx..i meann studyy...n0w d0iing physiics TYS n0rhhsx... haiisx...henn stress niia0sx...after m0n. - i will bbe DEAD.... c0shh nd t0 studyy studyy studyy...superr hardd...see i guaiisx...=X

l0lsx...QII SII W0 LERH...- m0ii f0ne..the liine s0ttsx agaiin...meanns i can0t receive ppl msg 0r sendd msg n0rhhsx...sh0 marr fann...denn nd t0 tell ppl 0nlii cn call.....denn everiidae i nd t0 0n 0ff m0ii f0ne...t0 see liine 0rkiies an0t...waa pehhsx..pek chekk... LA0 YAR LIINE..- i hate SINGTEL!!!...... hmmphffs...to0 jii d0ngg...heesx...

haiisx...ha0 xiiang 0s faster 0ver nehhsx...denn cn relaxx niia0sx...gergg..n0w m0stt 0f the ppl h0liidae..denn i studyy tt kiind 0f feeliing...T.T..... w0 REN!!!....l0lsx...lyk tt als0 cn save m0neyy nehhsx..can0t g0 0utt..- sleepyy n0w w0rhhsx..lately marmii g0 learnn y0ga....hahhsx...n0t badd siiasx...she g0t teachh miie s0me... quiite same as C.D ...hahsx..funn narhhsx...hmmphfs...m0ii t0p ear h0le habenn cl0se nehhsx...sh0 l0ngg nerhhsx....butt iif dinn ph0rgett shld bbe seas0n niia0sx...butt lyk still paiin...als0 dun0...faster cl0se barhhsx...i diin wear ear startt (h0w t0 spell) still will paiin ......

scars alwaes lett us rmb derhh unhappy tiings... sh0 h0w dd0 we rem0ve demm? - hiid iit?- run awae fr0m iit? - 0r lett tym heals? - 0r replace the paiin t0 happiness......?
waddeva euu dd0...the scar iish still dere... - FACE IT

nth t0 wriite barhhsx..heesx...lately all i cn sae iish.. peace? whiich iish berii go0dd....0s - STRESS ...... duRRHsx...

2006-10-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

yo0osx..- nth t0 dd0...sh0 l0ngg nv updatte bl0gg nerhhsx...wakaas...hmmpfhhs..- jiiu derhh bbu qu xiing derhh bu laii- wakaasx....LALALAsss......haiisx...studyy studyy studyy....i dunn tiink i startedd....i dun0 h0w t0 startt...butt n0w g0t see see lo0k lo0k bo0kks n0rhhsx...nv dd0.....siians narhhsx....- tiings are n0t as lyk bef0re nerhhsx...shld bbe better barhhsx.... =] n0w st0machh superr du0 h0w t0 descriibe...h0rrible~.....ggerggg.....ha0 xiing kku arhhsx....

hmmphfs....siians nxt week nd t0 stayy at h0me f0rhh 0ne wh0le week....ha0 siianss arhhsx...- yo0oss...fann sii renn nerhhsx.... father sae wann add hiis fwenn iin msn...ggerggg....EEEesss.....st0mach upsett arhhsx..HELP!.... n0w wriitiing bl0gg hhe diisturbb....t0k t0k t0k...wriite fiinishh fiirst marhhsx..aiyo0osx....hmmpfhs..tmr g0 c0usiin hse argaiin..ha0 siians derhhsx.... zhe me bann...- dun0 wadd t0 wriite nehhsx...hmmpfhss.....LLALALsss...kcant wriite muchh c0shh ppl behiind miie....FAN SI REN LERH

2006-10-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

haiisx...the truth iish still the truth barhhsx..... the pastt iish the pastt nerhhsx barhhsx....- y0nhh gann derhh wangg qiian zh0u- zhe bbu shii w0 chengg jiing shu0 gu0 derhh marhhsx..?? sadd still will sadd barhhsx....butt denn hmmpfh..takes tym t0 rec0ver n0rhhsx..=]-w0 zhii neng shu0 nii ba0 z0ngg.....

haiisx...fangg xiing barhhsx...trustt hhu i n0e derhhsx.... hmmpfh....n0w i jusx wann t0 studyy nehhsx...h0ppe 0s cn chii0ng derhh da0 barhhsx....iif n0t als0 diie niias0x....ahhh...siians arhhsx....n0rthiing t0 dd0.....cryy n0rhhsx...s0bbs...can0n iin D....recalling derhh sc0res n0ww...l0ngg tym nv playy nerhhsx...to0piid....s0bbbbsss..

hmmpfhhs...t0dae bl0gg wunn bbe l0ngg barhhsx..i SUPER tiiredd..andd lazyy t0 type..=X....wakaas.....haiisx ..lastt w0rdds t0 euu: w0 bbu huii wangg jii zhu renn...zaii jiian..ba0 zh0ng!

2006-10-15T06:11:00.000-07:00

LALALsss...sh0 tiiredd....wentt t0wnn t0dae...denn see "silk"...super lame...butt denn 0rkiies 0rkiies n0rhhsx...yappsx....- alrdii 4 daes kena f0ne cha0 xiing...baka....g0t a feeliing smth badd happeniing barhhsx...dun0 nehhsx...h0ppe iish n0tt..butt denn - dunn tink to0 muchh...=] ..yo0os..i s0tts niia0sx....haiisx...ahh..wann cryy niia0sx...t0dae f0undd 0ut bwiing g0t scratches....ggerrrg.....n0t little biit..iish deep scratch...bo0o0o0ss.....=c....

t0dae maybbe slp earlyy barhhsx..iif n0t tmr mo0dd c0mfiirm n0t go0dd derhsx....t0dae mo0dd 0rkiie 0rkiies n0rhhsx...siians..ii'm gr0unded f0rhh A M0NTH?.....i hatte tt....t0kk t0 dem = waste tym.....bo0shiit....m0mmi biirthdae c0miing...haben buy presentt yett...c0ntacts als0 habenn buyy yett...AAAHHHH.....BR0KE...to0piid....funny n0rhhsx..last dae 0f scho0l nd t0 g0 less0n derhhsx...s0m0rr 0n M0NDAY....freakks..andd nd t0 wear sch UNI....wakaass....

lyk sh0 weiird weiird derhhsx.....c0shh iish the last- last dae 0f sch nerhhsx..denn nxt year all dun0 will g0 where niias0x....hmmpfh...n0w sh0 full... i wan t0 "fast" friied fo0dd nerhh narhhsx..butt dunn tiink cn resist the temp. xD...jiing liiang n0rhhsx..."eat" enuff 0iil niia0sx... LALALAsss....ha0 leii cum ha0 siians....hmmpfhh.....-tmr buyiing m0mmi's presentt n0rhhsx...denn g0 h0me nerhhsx...T.T last dae 0f g0iing 0ut....T.T..wakaaaas....

nth t0 type nehhsx...tiink st0p here barhhsx....o0hh yarhh..cl0siing m0ii t0p ear h0le nerhhsx...c0shh n0 niice..=X haiisx..n0w iish wiishliist :

new wallet

c0ntacts

m0rr cl0thes

stickers (HP)

cleverness T.T

<$$$

******

2006-10-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

haiisx....n0w i readd zhu renn bl0gg nerhhsx...haiisx...zhurenn iish "dead"....i als0 will rmb the daes we siing s0ngs...blarr blahh....yappsx...='[....all i cn sae iish ZHU RENN TAKE CARES barhhsx...realli will n0t ph0rgett euu derhhsx.....hmmpfh..i liie bec0shh i scaredd.....haiisx...w0 xuann de lu..w0 bbu huii h0u huii..w0 huii haii ppa...ke shii w0 huii jiian qiiang....haiisx....xiiang yii xiiangg..haiisx..xiiang bbu da0 iit endds here w0rhhsx...haiisx...hmmpfh...euu cheer upp barhhsx..i happy euu happy??? maybbe yeshh maybbe n0...maybbe iit d0esn't matters t0 euu aniim0rr...haiisx....tiis tym realli 0n m0ii 0wnn nerhhsx...w0 ha0 ppa....

butt denn iif diin g0 f0rwardd...i dunn tiink i will gr0w barhhsx...haiisx....h0ppe ppl dunn hurtt miie barhhsx....haiisx..wann qriite p0emm niias0x... XD

have lost all my hope

there is nothing left for me

here on this plane of life

where I feel so excluded

where I feel so weak.

Must my life continuee

very moment passing

second by second

minute by minute

day by day.

Why must it go onlike there was no end

every breath I breathe

every thought I think

continues on for eternity.

Can't it end right now

or must it keep on going

should I be strongor should I fall down

when will it ever end?

Everywhere I goI am alone

there is no one there

no one that cares

I can not live another second.

ermm..tther's still ppl care.jusx m0ii em0tii0nnss=]

2006-10-10T07:42:00.000-07:00

haiisx...w0 ha0 nan gu0 arhh....y0u shii na ge gann jue....maybbe zhurenn dunn wann miie nerhh barhhsx....haiisx...w0 ha0 shangg xiing....zhe me bann....y0u shuii ke yii bangg w0....haiisx...iif i accept...ii dun0 wadd will happen..maybbe will shii qu d0ng xii....iif i diin accept....n0 0ne beliieve miie...zhu renn lyk dunn trustt miie nerhhsx...denn hhe sh0 sensiitiive...i realli cn diie nerhhsx..w0 ha0 leii lerhh..zhe me bann??

zhe me bann.....i dunn wann the pastt mem0riies... i dun wann the presentt...w0 shii ben dann!!... w0 ha0 t0ng ku arhh...

2006-10-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

LALALSs...came t0 bl0gg nerhhsx..duRRh....t0dae slp half dae sehhsx..after scho0l str. g0 h0me arhhsx...c0shh bth superr tiired.....denn slp till 7.15 lyk tt...wake upp eatt....haisix...latelyy mo0dd d0wnn d0wnn derhh..dun0 whenn cn rec0ver...haiisx...realli n0 energyy nerhhsx...suddenlyy sh0 tiiredd...physicall andd mentalli..=_=...duRRh...haiisx...haisx..dr0pp deaad... n0w iish realli DEAD niia0sx....but haben b0rnn yett...still iin pr0cess..iit takes tym n0e..haiisx...beiing c0ntr0lledd...cn diie....

iish lyk euu are trapp iin a c0ntyaiiner...n0 0xygenn derhh....ahbb t0 ka0 euur 0wnn 0xygenn t0 breathe...berii tiired n0e...haiisx..dun0 narhhsx...h0ppe fasterr kuaii le qii laii barhhsx....dissap0iinted by m0ii resultts...hhu askk miie nv studyy...=XHAIISX...hhheeergg......to0piid arhhsx.....everiidae stayy at h0em bestt...c0shh NTH will happenn..wakaasx...xD...butt iif lyk tt i rather g0 diie..=X...at h0em the siianestt 0f the siianss....hahsx....

n0w m0ii w0undds iitchyy lyk hell siiasx.....bth...g0 0utt waerr l0ngg sleeve l0rhh..buanggs until b0 chunn....st0pp here barhh..w0 xiie bbu xiia qu...buaiisx~

2006-10-03T02:45:00.000-07:00

wakaassx....=X...d0rtsx..siianss..n0w fiinally backk at h0me niia0sx....t0dae...wh0le dae iin scho0ll...superr slpyy..denn g0tt cl0se eyes restt restt a whiile narhhsx..hahsx....denn afterr tt wentt t0 eatt iice kachangg....hahsx...2 d0llarrs mann...al0tt siiasx...w0 chii bbu wann...denn leftt biit biit...untill n0w still sh0 full sehhsx..n0w iish 5.43pm...m0mmi still askk miie wann eatt nasii lemakk an0tt.....waaaaaa sehh...=XXX....cn v0miit 0utt...still sh0 full....

denn afterr datt...wentt t0 canall dere....wiib sii, jackyy andd kennedyy....denn siit 0nt the staiircase...waa...derhh wiind sh0 biig...denn berii shii0ckk...denn g0t sunn..denn waa...dreamyy dreamyy derhh...cn slp...iin the endd wentt biit biit crazyy c0shh siing s0ngg....denn 4 lyk tt g0 niia0sx.....0nt the wae g0 buss to0p saw zhurenn gang..l0lss...wakaass...mr kang askk his resultt..i sae berii badd..aniiwae iish reall..=X...hahsx..dun0 gett wadd 1o+ niiasx...zhurenn als0....buRRh...

aniiwae....sh0 n0ww berii slpyy...t0dae bl0gg als0 n0t l0ngg naaarhhsx..superr tiiredd nehhsx...sh0 g0iing slp nerhhsx....zzZzz..BUAIISX...NIITES!

2006-10-01T01:30:00.000-07:00

Weesx..if ii type g0tt typ0 err0r unn mindd w0rhhsx....tis sto0piid flexiible key b0ardd iishh nt sh0go0dd afterr all.....ii nd t0 type berii hardd mann...the keyb0ardd flexiible butt n0t m0ii handd arhhsx...wakass..waste m0neyy again niia0sx..esp. the zer0 butt0n.....iid0iit siiasx....nd t0 press hardderr....arghhhh.l0lss....iwann buyy den hbb nerhh nw c0mplaiin....sia0sx...but i lyk iit.c0shh keyba0rdd piink c0l0urr ....=_=... t0piid...n0w i kcant type paragrphss....aniiwae.tis entryy usx testing niasx....sh0 can dunn readd...=]

2006-09-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

haiisx...n0w nth t0 dd0....st0ne andd r0tt at h0me wh0le dae!!..to0piid siiasx...wakaas....ytd superr d0wnn mann...t0dae 0rkiies n0rhh...butt reflectt al0t 0f tiings barhhsx..... butt still dun0 when will bbe happy backk barhhsx... haiisx...sh0 slpyy butt can0t slpp....t0dae wakke uup at 12....zzZzz...m0ii granddm0ther c0me...her v0iice majiiam l0udspeaker siiasx...denn pluss g0t dun0 4 msgs..denn suann nerhh wakke upp...n0w sehh sehh derhh....zzzZzz.....

n0w handd sh0 niice...=X..l0lss... tiink g0t 18 niice redd c0l0urr liine....muhaas...berii uglyy siia m0ii left handd..hahsx!faster rec0ver...=_=.... haiisx...nth t0 dd0 butt tym lyk quiiite fast..whiich iish go0dd.. berii fastt 4 ++ niia0sx..wakaas...denn at niite niia0sx...denn sun...den m0n... blarr blah...g0 sch better barhhsx...at least g0t tiings t0 dd0....hees...denn berii fast half dae g0ne marhh..wakaas.... dunn tiink will g0 t0 the chalett barhhsx...c0shh SHE g0t gg0...realli dunn feel lyk seeing her niia0sx narhhsx.....

dun0 wann g0 vannie's chalett an0t... butt tink i extra nehhsx..dun0 narhhsx... siians... majiiam everitiing g0iing t0 dissappearr so0nn... haiisx... t0k bat s0mtiing happy barhhsx...m0mmi wennt t0 h0ng k0ngg c0me backk 0n thurs. ....denn ytd wakke upp..l0adds 0f tiing mann...g0t fo0dd g0t cl0thes g0t sh0es.. ..YUPPIES..=_=..l0lss...denn she to0kk pic. ...dun0 wadd the hell she take...butt s0m niice.. g0t 0ne iish m0ii fav0uriite... :

niice h0rhhs...palace..denn g0t fiirew0rkks derhh...butt denn m0mmi take n0t niice..sh0 dunn lyk....andd m0i ne0priint!!...... funnii siiasx...xD:

0rkiies barhh..n0t badd..=X

2006-09-26T05:49:00.000-07:00

ehhhhem...t0dae...ehhsx..cn dunn wriite??....l0lss...aiiyarhh...siimple summaryy 0f the dae... SLACK at hke...denn blaar blahh...=x....kiies jusx lyk tt niiasx...thx yu jiing meii meii =X....xD..f0rhh euur few w0rdds...hmmpfh...den f0undd 0ut dd0 sh0 muchh lykk siias0x....tiink t0talli kii siia0sx niias0x..wo0t!w0 bbu kuaii ler.....mukaas....

siians untill b0 chunn arhh...GIBB PPL CALL VIRUS...hhherhhh... I WILL BBE BACK T00!!!...muhaas!...zzZzz...=_=..durHH.....ahhsx...als0 dun0 yy bbu kuaii le nehhsx....haiisx..maybbe iish ..ehhsx..ehemm...dunn sae better.... siianss...dunn aniih0w guess cn niia0sx......xD.....yo0oss...dunn wriite niia0sx...n0 mo0dd....

BUAIISX

2006-09-25T04:46:00.000-07:00

hmmpfh..t0dae..superr siianss...andd dun0 nehhsxx....ytd tell ah ma niia0sx..c0mfiirm g0t m0n. blues...hees....aniiwae...t0dae eng. andd mathss...haiisx...eng. chiim...mathsx..n0 tym..andd to0piid curve rule to0 small..can0t draw curve..dunn0 h0w manii markks flyy...t0dae m0mmi fiirst dae in h0ng k0ng... she musx bbe enj0yiing!!...i dunn wann stayy at h0me wiib HIM...!!!!...jusx n0w nearlyy quarrel... aiiyarhh..iish c0mfiirm derhh...muhaas...xii guann jiiu ha0... hhe dd0 his tiing i dd0 m0ii tiings...lyk tt better.... m0mmi at h0me BETTER...T.T.....nvm.. heck caress HIM....sae ppl sae hiimself...LALALSs...dunn caress..!!

hmpfhh....dinner 0nlii eatt breadd niiasx...c0shh nv buyy...zzzz...denn i eat biscuiit niiasx..hhe keep saeiing i hungryy....butt tt was whenn i am full....*really... denn sae jusx wann t0 biite tiings..denn hhe kb.....denn bo0m! g0 ro0mm...siia0sx! bo0o0osss....!!!to0piid.....wakaasx...phy. dunn feel lyk studyyiing tt...n0thiing t0 studyy derhh...f0rmulas agarr cn rmb..=X...hees....denn t0dae wh0le dae siians n0rhhsx.....paperss till 1pm...denn the yang siing tiing...dragg till dun0 wadd tym... denn she walk here walk dere...f0ll0w herr lyk wadd siia....

cann sae nearlyy cn bo0m niia0sx....denn dun0 whyy she sh0 lyk herr daii jii lyk tt....sh0 gann jii0ng..i meann c0ncrnn iish 0rkiies...butt euu n0e..lyk 0ver reactt...i wass"wth?"...muhaas....waaas ehh...can0t to0 muchh negatiive tiings agaiin...lata pppl will c0mment...l0lss..mus wriite niice niice...duRRh.....butt nth t0 wriite...suann nerhh..l0lssx..=_=......o0hh ayrhh..*zhu nii xiing ffu...wakkaas...lyk tt happiier marhhsx....wakas..but lyk seld0m t0kk nehhsx...l0ls...yy uhh??...hees...nvm barhhsx...dunn take miie as fwen denn dunn wann n0rhhsx..=x..n0 narhhsx..l0lss...

aniiwae..... tmrr...WAA SIIANS...m0rr and m0rr dun wann t0 see herr....nvm narhh h0rhh...deviil will alwaes c0me 0ut whenn wiib herr derhh...muhaas.....to0 badd n0 ch0iice....LALALSss....aniiwae agaiin..=_=..N0 M0NEY...1o d0llars G0NE!!! lyk tt n0e..!! t0dae niias xn0e!!!...bo0o0sx... to0 earlyy 0nliine sh0 siianss....kcant eatt wadd i wantt..sh0 siianss...n0 mo0dd studyy..sh0 siianss....nd t0 help ppl burn s0ngs..sh0 siians...bl0gging..sh0 siianss...l0lss... ha0 barhh st0p here..!! ;p

2006-09-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

waaa sehh....fk larhhsx...=XXXX...siick till b0 chunn narhhsx... lyk tt cn diie niia0sx...fr0m tmr 0nwardds i dun wann t0k nia0sx larhhsx...i miss m0ii v0iice!!! dun0 narhhsx...siianss arhh...jusx n0w giib m0mmi nagg agaiin... bo0o0sx!!! tmr can0t stayy at hke to0 l0ngg niia0sx..i cmf wiib m0ii liife she will call and sp0ttcheckk...waa sehh.. cleverr c0me f0ll0w miie t0 sch narhhsx...waaa la0 ehhsx!!! angryy...n0... tiiredd... yeshh... super fann...0f c0shh.... dun0 anrhhsx..i hatte preliims arhhsx.... n0 preliim bbu jiiu ha0 n0rhhsx..wth...bo0o0oss.....

ii alrdii cn iimagiine tmrr h0w niia0sx...=[....siianss siians derhh... denn at h0me r0tt derhh...EEE....zzZzzz..=_=...t0piid arhhsx....t0dae at hke..readd ge0 = nv readd sehhsx..i dun0 wadd i readd..=_=... ph0rgett everiitiing niia0sx..=_=....dunn caress nerhhsx....who0..musx relaxx..iif n0t temp. g0 upp... buRRhh....n0w getting m0rr and m0rr c0ldd... siianss arhhsx....i realli lyk z0mbiie..berii uglyy arhh...

o0ohh yarhh..tiis imp0rtant... i saw a cr0ckcr0achh 0utsiide m0ii hase whenn g0iing h0me... wthh..! hengg nv freakk 0ut.. iif n0t i will scream lyk wadd siiahh... siians arhhsx...steamm steamm derhh... blurr niia0sx...i g0 diie nerhh..tmrr wunn see miie agaiin..hEEs

2006-09-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

t0dae ...a badd dae...
lett miie share a liist 0f badd tiings happenn t0dae::
1] c0ugh lyk hell
2]fever (so0nn)
3]i kcant mem0riise m0ii SS
4]make s0m0ne angryy
5]c0ldd dae..i really kcant take iit n0w (superr c0ldd!!)
6]dunn tiink cn slp t0niite c0shh 0f t0piid SS!
7]ii'm deadd
8]i killed a spiider
9]kena father disturbb (n0w ii'm angryy)
1o]feeliing BAD...kcant slpp(SS)...kcant studyy(C0LD)....b0redd
11]st0machh upsett ...WTH
12]father keep C0MING IN and CHECK WTH
13]t0dae sharkks...!!!

2006-09-15T05:20:00.000-07:00

hahsx...chiinese preliim buang..tis tym iish realli buangg..n0 swaett..wakaas..berii diff. mann..everiitym chinese examm iish alwaes 0rkiies 0rkiies derhh...n0w lyk sh0 diiff.. chiim arhhsx...n0ww st0machh paiin....f0rhh wh0le dae nerhh..dun0 yy...zZzzz..denn t0dae c0ldd c0ldd derhh...c0shh raiining heavilyy shii0ckk sehh.....denn..paper 0ne..tiink 8.o5 t0 1o.o5...denn mie ardd 9.3o finishh nerhh..waah...i wass sh0 tiired lyk nv tiired b4...derhh m0mentt i cl0se m0ii eyes ii slp...den dream!! lyk dun0 wad lyk tt...denn ppr 2 ....dun0 wad tym till 12.3o....0rkiises narhhsx..left 4o miins. denn dunn dare slp.. denn see manii ppl slp.i slp ...agaiin.. arghh!!...i dunn wann bbe piiggy...!! hahasx...butt denn can0t slp..

release nerhh still raiining..denn miie jackyy andd kennedyy waiit f0rhh raiin n0rhhsx...denn i g0 fiind huiqi.....c0shh mie n0t cl0se t0 dem marhh..i 0ne garl siit wiib... deyy all andd isac deyy all..lyk weiird weiird derhh....denn g0 fiind huiqi..diisturb herr..muhaas....denn m0ii Ss...dun0 studyy h0w manii daes nerhh...still... habben finishh..c0shh studyy a bit biti niiasx..hees...denn siians arhh..t0dae chii0ng niia0sx....t0dae sh0uld'ntt g0 mac. n0e...c0shh g0iing t0 t0n t0niite...butt denn tiiredd n0w..lamakk..iif nv g0 mac. denn cn slpp at h0me..denn c0ldd c0ldd..0n aiir c0n... waa...niice niice...hEEs***

dun0 arhhsx...stress..siians...tiink m0ii miind cn g0ne case..denn kii siia0sx....ii wiish n0w iish 0s..better..zzZz....tiis iish the fiirst tym exam ii f0rce m0iiself studyy nehhsx...o.0....=_=....haiisx...siianss arhhsx...tmr annie biirthdae..wiish herr happy biirthdae w0rhhsx...denn 12 nd t0 giib her testi. denn sendd her msg..hehehss..miie sh0 go0dd...wakaas.....hmmpfhh...ha0 barhhsx..i st0pp here..sh0rtt barhhsx...c0shh lazyy t0 type m0rr nerhh....buaiisx..

2006-09-10T06:17:00.000-07:00

hahahass..... sh0 siians... n0e wadd t0dae i keep lo0kiing at m0ii sis f0t0.. andd mine... guess wadd..?? WE LO0KK SH0 DIIFFERENT II'M G0NNA UPLA0DD IIT..!!!

SEE!!!!???...0mgg..tts sh0 diifferentt... erhemm*.. kiies ii'm to0 ji d0ngg...l0l.....

hmmpfhh...t0daee....wentt t0 t0wnn wiib parentts..sh0 siians... gg0 0ut wiib dem h0rhh.. lyk miie extra.. i walk iin fr0nt.. deyy tw0 walk behiind.. denn keep mumbliing.. majiiam miie and dem T0TAL STRANGER.....suann nerhh.... denn i walkk behiind.. deyy tw0 walkk iin fr0ntt... can0t walkk tgt mehhsx...??! zha0 zhii da0 ii dunn wann g0 0ut... s0m0rr cn slackk at h0me...waa...ytd 1 am 0rh 0rhh... denn t0dae 12 pm wakke upp... denn m0mmii nag nag nag (as usuall) shee can nagg abt m0ii everii siingle tiing mann... trustt miie...

n0w ii dun0 h0w ppl tiink 0f miie..haisix... siians.. nvm ..jusx bbe miie cn nerhh.. =]..waas ehh.. i still tiinkiing.. yy we tw0 lo0kk sh0 diifferentt.... hmmfphh**...hahsx..tmrr scho0l re0penn..waaa la0.... n0 funn niia0sx... denn the 0ther nxt week... preliims.....hhherhhh..t0piid...siiasns...denn n0w fiinally at h0me.. sh0 bl0gg n0rhhsx...ii miis m0ii ez-liink cardd mann.... s0m0rr nd t0 take backk $2o....giib m0mmi nagg niia0sx....haiisx.. butt denn i bbu ha0 yii si kaii k0u.....dun0 narhhsx...

tmrr h0pe n0t sh0 tiired barhhsx..denn h0pe s0mtiing go0dd will happen iin scho0l 0r wadeva...jusx h0pe will bbe a go0dd dae everiidae..=]prayy hardd..m0ii haiir faster gr0w backk... i sh0 dunn lyk m0ii haiir..l0l...LALAss....liistenning t0 s0nggs n0ww...hmwrkk...preliim..0s... lamakk..siianss...* i ad0re the niies

2006-09-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

erhemm...hahsx...t0dae...wass a tiiredd dae...itis seems lyk l0ngg dae t0 miie...butt 0rkiies 0rkiies barhhsx...t0dae wentt 0ut wiib sii.....at fiirst siit a scho0l dere derhh mac. nth t0 dd0..denn dunm0 wann g0 where....denn iin the endd...startt walkkiing ardd the 4oo plus neighb0urrho0dd...denn to0 5oo plus derhh neighb0urr ho0dd.....walkk 0ne berii biig biig r0undd denn g0 backk t0 startiing p0iint denn gg0 h0me...n0w legss are superr tiired....

hahhasx..l0ngg tym nv runn.. sh0 legss sh0 tiiredd easiily...hahsx..t0dae wass quiite happy.. c0shh t0dae iish the fiirst dae 0f a neww miie...!!! l0l...hahsx...denn tmrr... peisi c0miing miie hse...she sae dd0 art.. denn cn helpp herr...denn i cn dd0 m0ii hmwrkk?? hahasx....0nce ii finishh m0ii eng. summaryy...denn cn s0ng lerhh yii k0u qii nerhh...dunn lyk t0 dd0 summaryy arhh...lazyy... hEEs...siians....t0dae wass quiite b0riing..lyk dun0 nehh..at least N0W ii'm b0riing!!..hahsx..=_=

t0dae n0 0ne 0nliine derhh.. d0se 0nliine as majiiam dunn 0nliine suan nerhh...superr siianss..!!! hahsx

miie andd darhh KUKU spec. annie derhh.. l0ng tym ag0...l0l! anii c0mments?? wakaas

2006-09-07T01:26:00.000-07:00

haiisx....yappsx...an0ther updatee f0rhh the dae..... t0dae nth t0 dd0 at h0me!!! g0t narhh..guaii abit dd0 eng. hmwrkk n0rhhsx... denn whenn wann dd0 the summaryy niia0sx.. denn lazyy dunn wann dd0... denn wriite bl0gg... keeess...... siianss arhh... i dunn care wadd ppl tiink 0f miie nerhh narhhsx... jusxt bbe miie cn nerhh... n0w quite happy barhhsx...s0m0rr t0dae iish t0tall PEACE.... n0 f0ne calls..n0 msgg... n0 NTH!!!!.. wo0t!! tiis peace..h0ppe cn bbe f0reva.. l0l.....butt denn badd tiing iish at h0me.. N0b0DYY!!...theref0re....:: II'M R0TTING N0W!!! hahahs...LALAss... l0l..=_=....hahasx...

all hmm..ytd 0r t0dae...dun0 narhh..c0shh miidnites... zhu renn's ah ma diied w0rhhsx.... denn miie wann fall aslpp nerhh... hhe msg andd t0ld miie.... denn i als0 dun0 sae wadd...butt denn... zh0ng err yann zhii..dunn sh0 sadd barhhsx... ppl c0me andd g0... sh0.. all whiile meii shii nerhhsx..... berii fast sehhsx... t0dae thurs. niia0sx... i dunn wann scho0l re0penn...EEE....berii funnyy sehhsx...whenn i g0 0ut...i dunn feel lyk g0iing 0ut... whenn i kcant g0 0ut.. ii'm DYIING t0 g0 0ut.. l0l.....

0rkiies...fiinalli nxt pharagraphh....ii'm tryiing t0 wriite l0nger see...butt crapps...=_=...ii miiss the 0ld tyms miie... o.0?? nvm.. but kcant change backk nerhh....tym cant reverse...sh0 am ii .....haiisx...sh0 n0w jusx h0ppe t0 bbe better....[[nth t0 wriite=_=]]....lett miie tink ab0utt ytd barhhsx...ermm...ytd.. i went t0 scho0l f0rhh... chem.?? ...yarhh... denn after tt.. wentt t0 watchh m0viie....wiib janiice(ah ma) shii yunn( taii z0rr) huiiliin....hahhasx..watchh the devil wears prada.... i watchh iish n0t watchh the m0viie... but the cl0thes... waa sehhsx.. all branded 0ne itiink.. waa... sh0 niice... denn the "runway" c0mpanyy...g0t a place where dere's cl0thes sh0es bag... WAa all bRANDED derhh.. lyk heavenn... cn just take wadd euu lyk...

but 0verall the m0viie wass niice iitself... 0nce agaiin..ii'm n0t a c0ldd blo0dedd n0w... l0l... n0 liink!!..=_=.. aiiyo0os... dun0 wadd i t0kiing niia0sx... n0w i sehh sehh derhh... wann slp... buaiisx...

2006-09-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

siians...t0dae mo0dd sh0 glo0myy....i was sh0 quiett...still musx see ppl face...wtf..tiink she b0ss arhh....she the 0ne attitude sehhsx......nvm...i still cn tahann.....realli can0t nerhh... i realli will n0t care f0rhh herr niia0sx.... t0dae keep sho0tiing miie...wadd sae myself c0ldd- blo0ded still scaredd c0ldd.... blo0dyy bo0shiit...sae 0nlii wadd.... she n0e h0ww i feel mehhsx....kiidnapp herr thr0w herr iinsiide pubb arhh...tiink she dun0 wadd t0 dd0 niia0sx.....act da0.... c0ntiinue da0-iing..... nvm derhh..... euu da0 i can0t da0.... i fiierce... cn an0t.... k*n.....dun0 narhhsx.....

t0dae eye n0t c0mf0rtable... denn aiiyarhh miie keep c0mplaiining.... dunn lyk dunn liistenn narhhsx....c0shh i was sh0 irriitatedd.....denn keep rubbing...blaa blaa..... dunn cares narhhsx...i habb freed0m 0f speechh... denn she als0 wann g0 piierce h0le herselff... denn after tt... f0rhh the rest 0f the niite... till i g0 h0me.. keep saeiing her earr paiin..... i als0 dunn0 h0w t0 c0ntiinue actt... jusx n0e h0w t0 smiile....

to0piid narhhsx...berii angryy n0rhh...but n0 use derhh...sh0..i will tryy n0t t0 gett angryy.... i will renn....muahhaas...tiings sh0 upsiide- d0wnn latelyy...haiis..i als0 dun0 yy andd h0w....andd wadd t0 dd0..tmrr metam0rphersis... I KCANT G0!!!! s0bbsx....ii'm beiing c0ntr0lledd..... majiiiam slave..l0l!!....n0 narhhsx....ch0yy....duRRh

2006-09-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

hees... jusx updatte... n0w feverr g0ne...s0re thr0att c0me...paiin siiahhs...cann feel the sw0llen sw0llen feeliing iin m0ii thr0at...gergggg..... butt denn.....i still dunn lyk m0ii bl0gg skiin!!!sadd siiahsx...fiind 4 daes als0 can0t fiind niice niice derhh...r i to0 fussyy...hahasx..dun0 narhhsx...n0w at least revisi0n start a biit biit... g0t start ha0 gu0 meii y0u start rite....tiink t0dae derhh tiis sh0rt 0nlii barhhsx...haiisx..i dun0 wadd awaiits miie...dun0 wadd ii cn dd0... all i n0e iish..i habb n0 turnn backk.....

2006-08-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

FUCK UPP T0DAE!!...dun0 narhhsx...t0dae berii badd dae f0rhh miie n0rhhsx....siianss..!! FUCK narhhsx...!! WTF... blo0dyy hell shiit bo0shiit.........t0dae scho0l was n0rmall..denn g0 0ut..t0 jp... waa... wiib si.. andd.. the gangg...t0piid.. denn buangg ppl sae miie buangg n0e..WTF... i realli cant tahenn n0rhhsx....waa pehh...denn dun0 narhhsx..finalii miie andd hiim settle nerhhsx...

zhu renn sae i cruell...haiisx... euu tiink i lyk mehhsx.. miie realli sadd w0rhhsx..idun0 yy...n0w t0talli kii siia0sx niia0sx... puchh wall n0 use... puch flo0rr paiin.. (ii'm a garl n0e..) denn puch chair n0rhhsx...knuckles redd redd niias0x... but denn tiink tmrr 0rkiies niia0sx barhhsx..i meann m0ii handd.. c0shh punchh lightt liight niiasx...i realli wann t0 diie...

yy tiings happenn untill lyk tt...yy beiing miie sh0 diiffiicultt...wtf narhhsx.....buangg ppl take n0. agaiin...dunn0 narhhsx...butt pers0nn quiite go0dd barhhsx...heckk caress narhhsx..HELP!!zhu renn n0w..i tiink hhe super sadd...till breakk d0wnn...haiisx...wadd i cn sae.. miie m0iiselff t0dae lyk tt nerhh... sh0 i cann d0 nth...tkae caress n0rhhsx...

i realli wann t0 diie..!! feel lykk diieing haiir..feel lyk cutiting haiir..feel lyk d0iing stunt..but can0t... m0ii haiir.. kena cutt till sh0 thiin.. to0piid...siians arhh....FUCK

2006-08-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

yo0o0ss....miie l0ngg tym nv update nerhhsx..scaredd miie wriite essayy...Wakaas..** hmmpfhh.... waahh majiiam al0t 0f tiings happen w0rhhsx...i dun0 where t0 start mann....hmmpfhh...n0ww iish realli h0ppe zhu renn andd b0ii andd bbe tgt...butt denn...deyy happyy cn nerhh...deryy pr0bs. quiite c0mpliicatedd..i als0 dun0 wadd hapen..zhu renn als0 t0kk halff halff..b0th als0 dun0 wadd iin the hell deyy d0iing..haiisx.....po0rr tiings... deyy happy cn niia0sx barhhsx...

t0dae playy bb ball...waa sehh..funn but denn h0rhh..tiis auntiie realii 0ldd niia0sx...miie playy till majiiam cn diie...lyk shiit....ddenn playy till ardd 5 pluss 6?? denn g0 h0me? ...n0w a biit tiired.. als0 dun0 narhhsx...hmmpfh..at least n0wdaes miie 0rkiies 0rkiies n0rhh... iish aniitym cn kena depressi0n narhh h0rhh.. but dunn wann narhh..lyk tt majiiam saddiist... siianss..... dun0 narhh.. f**k upp.....

ppl sae miie biian huaii nerhh....but t0dae miie blackk haiir...g0 sch... als0 al0t c0mments...butt denn h0rhh...at leastt iish go0dd derhh ....sh0 0rkiies narhhsx..heckk caress.. i happyy cn niia0sx...miie can0t standd m0ii p0nyy taill str. str. derhh..to0piid narhhsx...musx waiit iit gr0w l0nger.. den g0 triim..gerggg...Qii...iif euu readd...hhu iish wwu guiii..?? dunn wann tell nvm... hees...jusx wiishh euu go0dd luckk w0rhhsx...

miie n0 b0dyy wann... b0ii sae iish i dunn wann ppl...n0t n0 b0dyy wann...waa la0... als0 musx see wadd ppl riite?.... iif everiib0dyy als0 wann.. waa lann.. lykk dun0 wadd.. EEES.... dun0 narhhsx..exam c0miing.. i realli wann reviise.. but CAN0T... JIU SHII CAn0T..!! can0t c0ncentrate...to0piid...miie realli fann n0ww...haiisx..

Actualli miie n0e wadd i am d0iing derhh..but n0ww iish dun0 wadd i am d0iing niia0sx...h0ppe wunn d0 stunts agaiin...hees..wunn narhhsx...anii 0pini0ns f0rhh miie iif i cut spiike?..s0rt 0f lyk b0ii(Si) lyk tt derhhsx...dun0 narhhsx...realli berii fann...miie f0undd 0ut tt m0ii wae t0 fa xiia iish cut haiir..but m0ii haiir super thiin niia0sx can0t cut!! h0w??!!

n0w g0t NIEs famiilyy?? hmmpfh... appreciiate tt....butt denn still dunn gett use t0 iit... deyy were sh0 go0dd andd cl0se.. n0e i tiink the cl0sest iish b0ii t0 miie nerhhsx...but i dun0 h0w she tiink 0f miie...haiisx...dun0 narhhsx...h0ppe iish i tiinkiing to0 muchh barhhsx...hengg t0dae n0 hmwrk..iif n0t i dun0 wadd t0 dd0...zzz....

m0ii haiir iish BLACK!! sh0 co0ll... but miie bu xii guann..WAKAAS... *hemm....waa la0...jusx n0w miie g0 hiis bl0g... sae majiiam i scaredd hiim..puii!!... i hate hiim tts yy giib attitude... wth..dun0 narhhsx...zhu renn tell hiim giib upp hhe dun wann...(actualli i cn sc0ld wh0le chunkk 0f badd w0rds n0w)..... hhiis busiiness....i will bbe the badd guyy denn.. dunn blame miie....even iif hhe g0 iin... hiis busiiness niia0sx... FWENs he DUN WAN n0e.....waa pehh.... he tiink hhe wadd arhh..

hhe wannt dd0 wadd hiis busiiness iishh c0rrect...but denn hee nv tiink wadd will he d0 t0 0ther ppl.... i change till lykk tt.. cn sae i change LITTLE BIT niiasx....i dunn0 wadd i cn d0..i dun0 wheres m0ii limiit..i 0nlii n0e i'm killing m0iiself....i l0ve tis feeliing.. nth cld st0pp miie....

l0ngg barhhsx..wakaas...tell euu nerhh..stiill g0t M0R... butt realli lazii lykk hell....zzz... s0rwiie iif m0ii lang. iish to0 r0ugh 0r wadeva.. hehs.

2006-07-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

Haiisx......depreessi0n agaiin...m0rn. mo0dd swiing...n0w at niite....w0rtsx mann....feeliing lky shiit n0ww...haiisx... the scars i habb.. n0w sh0 iitchy....haiisx...go0dd n0rrhsx...m0r and m0rr sia0sx recentlii.....dun0 narhhsx...beri tiired man... realli berii derr "dun0 wadd ii'm d0iin n0w n0rhh.." scho0l sh0 sarkk..... tiink g0iing change passw0rdd agaiin barhhsx....i dunn caress..... denn ppl wunn see nerhhsx...to0piid....

t0daee sure wass a sadd dae... Jiie liingg criiedd...yu jiing criiedd...hmm...bbe happy w0rhsx....heesx....ppl sae i'm crazii..i sae i'm n0t...ppl askk wadd are euu d0iin?...i sae i habb n0 iidea...tts wadd i'm iin n0ww.....jusx saeiing "i dun0" ....c0shh i realli dun0... i l0st the targett iin m0ii liife....g0d 0nce smackk miie t0 wakke upp...i diid......i'm n0t alwaes tt str0ngg..andd i fell d0wnn agaiin.....whenn i piierce m0ii liips m0iiself... fr0m denn i n0e..tt m0ii paiin was numbb... i'm n0t c0ld- blo0oded...i'm numbb.... maybbe n0t sh0 numbb...i feel paiin...but n0t as paiin as b4......

i habb n0 iidea yy i'm feeliing lky tiis all the whiile... i'm still searchiing...cn g0d puess tell miie? m0ii fwenns were all the same...butt i still c0uld n0t helpp dem....deyy t0ld miie deiir unhappii stuff.... i cn 0nlii liisten...deyy keep askiing miie wadd t0 dd0..i c0uldd onlii sae t0 m0iiself.." wadd euu wann miie t0 dd0?" i criied wiib n0 tearrs...guess iit jusx 0nlii meantt t0 fall when tym c0mes....

i feltt m0iiself ugliier dae byy dae.... fr0m the iinsiide...cn s0m0ne jusx cleanse iit awae..?scars tt everii0ne habb d0esn't jusx fade awae...butt i gues iits jusx hiiden deep d0wnn iinsiide.....sh0 tt iit will n0t bbe seen....when deyy fell d0wnn agaiin...the scarss will bbe aliive agaiin....andd iit hurtss 0nce m0rr....fr0m wadd i n0e... pr0miises made t0 miie were br0kenn...happii seems t0 miie were sh0rt.....freed0m giiven t0 miie seems t0 bbe t0 little... sisters seems t0 miie were to0 cariing....fwenns t0 miie ...deyy lett miie tiink deyy are jusx go0d..0rkiie..n0mall...parents seems t0 miie were liiars... go0d 0r badd...i dunn tiink i deserve 0r lky tiis.....

the cl0sest t0 miie was n0w Garll.....butt i'm n0t sure wadd am i t0 herr.... alth0ugh iits all 3....but jusx wann t0 sae thankk euu...i jusx dun0 yy...wadd happen t0 miie?.. andd agaiin...i dun0.....h0w cn i n0e the ans.? haiisx..t0talli n0 mo0d n0ww....siianss.... iish all iin m0ii miind...i keep telling m0ii self i habb nth t0 sadd abt... sadd wadd...wadd tiing t0 sadd...lame n0rhhsx...dun0 narhhsx... i dunn even n0e hhu i am.....

yy iisit tt ppl kcant habb faiith..lky tt denn wunn habb manii tings happen wadd...miie to0...HELP?!

2006-07-16T06:59:00.000-07:00

And i´d give up forever to touch you ´
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You´re the closets to heaven that i´ll ever be
And I don´t wanna go home right now
And all I cant taste in this moment
And all I can breath is your life
And sonner or later it´s over
I just don´t wanna miss you tonight

And I don´t want the world to see me
´Cause I don´t think that they´d understand
When everything´s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can´t fight the tears that ain´t coming
Or the moments of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you´re alive.

heesx...miie lky tiis s0ng....mr liiew iintr0duce derr.....andd i LUVV the lyriics iit descriibe wadd sumtiings tt i kcant descriibe... co0ll...

2006-07-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

all ii jusx wantedd iish t0 habb peace....!!* hergg....i kcantt standd iit mann...t0dae iin scho0l all the wae... renn till rchh h0me...waa denn s0bbsx...to0piid narrhsx...i jusx dun0 whyy n0rrsx...realli t0piid....i jusx realii h0pe t0 bbe n0t sh0 quiiet andd iis0latiing...but recently i jusx kcant takke iit... t0talli buanqqs 0utt..!!* sh0 angryy wiib m0iiself n0rhsx...i really dun0 why...***miie f0undd tt miie realli berii ugly iin sch..whiich iish go0d..mukakkasx..* duRRh.... denn diif. fr0m 0utsiide wadd.....keesx...*

cryy cryy cryy...cn res0lve pr0bb. arrhsx...??!!* butt 0ne tiing i n0e iish cn helpp reliieve th0se unhappy tiings ..f0rhh miie narhhsx...heeesx..* n0 water b0ttle agaiins....herggg..!! miiserablee!!........am ii f0ll0wiing m0ii sis. fo0tstepps..? tts herr pr0bb. wadd...miie and herr..t0talli diiff. wadd....she habb herr liife wadd..... duRRh...wadd am ii t0kiing uhh...??!!** siia0sx niia0sx.....all i n0e iish i'm changiing....o0ohh yarr..sii's hanndd kena iinjuredd....denn she sae better n0w nerrhsx...denn go0dd n0rhsx....miie f0und 0ut tt miie lky realli dun0 H0W t0 carre f0rrh 0therrs n0rrsx....lky berii useless nehhsx...

Dun0 miie derr ppl c0rfiirm tiink tt miie harttless derr...fwenn 0r hhueva sadd miie nv an weii... fwen 0r hhu eva g0t pr0b. miie nv helpp.... iish N0T ii dunn caress... I CARESS ALOT!!!!butt ii jusx dun0 h0Ww t0 caress...tt sarkksx...0mg i criied agaiin! t00piid

2006-07-11T06:07:00.000-07:00

haiisx... yy i jusx kcantt bbe miie...to0piid...cann sae kann nii yao bbu yao 0nlii wadd...butt denn h0rrhsx....*euu tiink easyy mehhsx....haiisx...dunn feel lky g0iing scho0l n0rrhsx...everiitym giib Mdm Tay nagg...ddo nth also kena nagg 0rr sc0lded....lkyy tt g0 0n.. miie really can burstt.....haiisx..**t0ddae t0talli berii siians n0rrsx...wh0le dae dun0 wadd the hell i'm t0kiing 0r d0iin mann...*0nlii n0e iish tt keep wiishiing i'm dreamiing....d0rtsx* tiis Sat. g0 run 2.4 agaiin....run lky siia0sx...best iish run till diie arrhsx...hehsx...hahsx..sh0 funnii..duRRh...**

t0dae...b0th Qi nad Si g0t less0nn...miie al0ne!!....denn iin the end g0 t0 Sii's less0n...sh0 extra n0rrhsx.... hp n0 batt..t0talli siians....denn less0n endd...g0rr bo0m iin the class...sae miie....haiisx...s0rwiie n0rrsx..i ap0l0giise niia0sx...*but pueesx jusx seewadds the wh0le situatii0n den dehhsx..hehsx...n0t hiinting 0r tryiing t0 sae aniitiing narrhsx...butt den i'm tiired n0rrsx...jusx wan t0 bbe al0ne n0rrsx...but pueesx...can dun bbe iin scho0l....???!**0rkiies narrsx..miie try t0 bbe unn0tiiceable andd quiiet as p0ssible narhhsx...d0rtsx....*

n0 narhhsx...miie realli iis0latiing mann.....dun0 narhhsx...jusx tiis few daes...antii-s0ciial ...hhahsx...n0 narrsx..duRRh...n0t funni...aniiwae....tmrr SS test ...nd studyy n0rrsx...musx realli chii0ng f0rhh 0s mann...heesx..* i sae i wunn cryy...butt.. i criied t0dae...!! to0piid!**.....dunn askk yy...jusx beiing crazyy...beiing miie iish sh0 diificult...tts diisgustiing...dun0 narrhsx...berii d0wn jiiu shii nerrhsx....tmr an0ther dae...g0 after scho0l g0 h0me......n0 narhhsx...tiink g0t stayy a whiile barhhsx..see n0rrsx..n0t i deciide wad..* i kcant d0 aniiting...

siince tiis iish m0ii bl0gg riite...pueesx all0w miie t0 dd0 sumtiing..but dun bbe sh0ckk...jusx t0 fa xiie....i'm hurtt

MDM TAY SARRK

2006-07-09T17:55:00.000-07:00

Your Life Path Number is 9

Your purpose in life is to make the world better

You are very socially conscious and a total idealist.
You think there are many things wrong with the world, and you want to fix them.
You have a big idea of how to world could be, and you'll sacrifice almost anything to work towards this dream.

In love, you can easily see the beauty in someone else. And you never cling too tightly.

You are capable of great love, but it's hard for you to focus your love on one person or relationship.
You have a lot of outward focus, and you tend to blame the world for your failures.
You are often disappointed by the realities of life - it's hard for you to accept the shortcomings of the world.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

2006-07-08T06:36:00.000-07:00

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's" Your Love Style?

2006-07-06T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm... miie deciided t0 lett everii tiing g0 nerrsx..but sl0wlii narrsx...heesx...* hmm...t0dae jiie fuu's biirthdae... happi Biirthdae t0 hiim w0rrsx...!**

tiinqs i hatte::*
Beiing f0rce t0 d0 tiinqs
kena diisturbb when miie iin badd mo0dd
Kena accuse (esp. byy parents 0rr cl0se fwens)
Betrayerrs
pPl wh0 dunn undersstandd miie but ACT as iif
Hyp0criites
backstabbers
naggerrs
freed0m - stealerr
b0ssy
serri0us attitude pr0b. ppl
c0piiers

hhahsx...guess whyy miie wriite tiis?...heesx...c0shh miie wan see h0w manii tings i hatte marrsx....actualli 0rkiies narrsx lky tt see...butt iif g0t aniim0rr miie will updatte derrsx..heesx..* meii y0u quann li fangg qii derr renn... nii men juee de ta y0u zii y0u marr> haii shii ke liian..?* ...hmm... miie tiink berii l0ngg nehhsx...but denn still dun0...siianss...tmrr g0t PHysiics trest...miie ph0rg0t sehhsx....arr...shiit....

ii w0nderr hhu hatte miie mann.....miie bec0me lky tiis....i w0nderr h0w manii ppl dun lky miie.....hmm...** m0ii bl0gg. 0rkiies narrsx..n0t l0ngg wadd......g0rr alwaes sae i wriite sh0 manii tiings...hahhsx....o0ohh yarr...ytdd...0rall...chiinese derrsx...g0shh...miie damn nerv0us mann...denn iin the endd 0ral berii fast n0e...denn iish easyy narr...butt tiink m0ii nerrv0us-ness kena affectted m0ii perf0rmance narrsx.....hmm...

t0dae als0 berii tiired...butt denn h0rrsx...als0 lky tt 0ver nersx..quiite fastt mann....* yawnn..* heesx...yeahh..nd t0 tankk khee br0. ...fiinalli b0ught miie ch0co. but denn h0rrsx...melt iint0 liiquiid...yuckks m ann...* but thx aniiwae...wakakkak...* aiiyarsx...dun tiink i wann wriite aniim0rr..miie g0 br0wse txtbkk nerrsx..hahsx..buaiisx _ .

2006-07-04T05:42:00.000-07:00

HEESX.....depressi0nn t0dae...dun0 yy...heesx*......ehhsx...yeahh...g0t a neww vo0do0 d0ll..keesxheesx* m0ii babii n0e...realli lky iit...n0t bec0shh iits a vo0do0 butt cutte..heesx....stress arrsx...tmrr 0ral...hmm....* hengg t0dae n0t muchh hmwrkk...miie g0iin t0 sleep earlii mann..nth cn st0p miie..muhAAhaasx.....duRRh....hmm...* realli siianss andd dun0 yy sad sadd derr n0rrsx....heeesx..tiink c0shh miie n0t enuff slpp..??! duRRh...n0 liink...**

hmm...* tiinkiin tt iif 0ne daee i am t0 cryy jusx lky tt...n0 matter where i am...tiink miie frm tt dae wldd bbe weakk mann....but wunn narrsx...heesx*.... t0dae t0kk liittle biit biit wiib Qi Qi...denn 0rkiies n0rrsx....Si miie andd Qii..... haiisx miie Qi iish lky an0ther type...sii an0ther type...miie... iin the miiddle....tts h0rriible...!!* hahhsx..duRRh....* l0nq tym neberr wriite bl0g nerrsx...h0pe cn wriite l0ng l0ng....hmm....latelii dun feel lky t0kiin t0 parents 0r g0iin h0me mann... t0k ardd 4th sentence...tiink will quarrel niia0sx...m0mmi alwaess giib attitude... sh0 tiiredd nerr...*

dunn miind iif i putt "*" ....heeesx...jusx feel lky putiin sh0.. *bwiinqs...wadd cn i d0....haiisx..saedd iish easiier denn d0ne..... siians diia0sx...(duRRh..n0w askk hmwrkk als0 n0b0dyy replii miie....) haiisx..*kiies go0dd g0t replii niia0sx...d0rtss..yeahh...all hmwrkk chii0ngg fiinishh iin sch nerrsx...go0dd....*miie liisten t0 m0ii bl0g s0ngg dun0 h0w manii tymss narrsx....liisten untill cn ...d0rtsx.....nehh miindd....

tmrr 0ral... realli berii scaedd nehhsx...hergg...dunn tiink to0 muchh barrsx..heesx...maybbe lett the tiings g0 the wae iit shldd g0 barrsx...fangg xiia...tiink i habb to0 man man laii n0rrsx..heesx..* denn bbe str0ngg...hahasx...c0mfiirm wun see miie sadd iin fr0nt 0f ppl derrsx...sh0... nehh miind...heesx.* denn bbe happi...hmm...tiink cn barrsx...**

A giirl 0nce askk herr...
Are euu sure t0 ch0ose tiis path?
Wiith0ut hesiitatii0n, she ran aheadd
Forrh she kneww dere was n0 turniinq backk..
she will n0t giib upp, even she will bbe sadd...
Alongg tiis path, she habb 0bstacles..
May iit bbe blo0dyy scarrs 0r anii iinjuriies...
She pr0miise herself t0 cliimb as hiigh as bef0re...
Even iif she fall... n0thiing c0uldd st0p herr persistant
T0 bbe str0ngg......

Co0l...heesx..* m0ii f0undd tiis iin sum webb...hmm.. sh0rt butt n0t badd narrsx...heesx...* iif iish miie wriite derrsx...tiink huii bbu xiiang xiing barrsx...duRRH....heesx* haiisx...tmrr will bbe happi agaiin n0rrsx.... denn cn relax a biit...iin 0ral als0...relaxx better...denn g0 h0me denn stress....d0rtsx..lky tt als0 cn...** hhahsx...gu0 l0ngg nerr marrsx..siians diiaosx niiaosx... BUAIISX

2006-06-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

ERhemm...** hahhasx...toddae....berii derr TIIRED mann...hahsx...iin morniing...hengg can wakke upp...den afterr PE...waa whole person majiima weakk...berii slpyy and tiired...denn stiicky stiicky.... butt denn playy Captaiin's ball berii derr fun...lonq tym neberr excerciise narr...heesx...denn horrsx...all the wae tiired till home ec. noe...zzz... denn after tt ggo eat Mac. wiib Yu jiing, Madelene, Si and Qii norrsx.....denn eatt nerr ggo home....

Denn tiinkiin wann ggo outt tgt...hahsx...suggestt to ggo the Boon layy Pasa Malam....hahhsx!!...denn ggo wiib yu jiing and Qii norrsx...Yeahh!1 got moii own iinvisible penn!! heeesx... cn playy nerrsx...heesx...denn walkk walkk... denn got free sugar cane driink..heesx...yummiies...heeesx...denn saw ZHU renn....muhahahsx...he bullierr sehhsx.... nehh miind.... herhh....

WAA...lky longg tym neberr wriite denn berii shortt nth to wriite lkyy tt...gergg....waa...scaredd arr...nxt week O lVl orall niiaosx....LALALALSx.....sobbsx...duRRh...kiies...hengg tiis week nebberr spendd sho manii....hmm..miie wann buyy bagg dehhsx...but dunO buyy wadd....lky scaredd buyy wrongg denn become waste moneyy nerr nehhsx....hmm...dUno narrsx...see fiirst..keesx...

cooll...fiirst tym iin moii liife to bbe a coldd-blooded.....hmm...feeliin arr.....nth speciial...duRRh....butt aniiwae....i can ddo nth...andd speechless...tts all i cann sae....*yawnn....hoppe i will not bbe another personn....hmm....LALSx...duno wadd t0kiin miie...aniiwaess....stopp herre.....superr derr lazii nerrsx... WOOT!

2006-06-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Haiisx.....Fiirst dae off scholl todaee....quiite buanggsx....hate moii attire lky buanggsx.... den bagg lky also heavii ...jusx felliin buanggsx todaee...jusx now 8 pm wakke upp eatt....denn ddo hmwrkk till now...waa..tiired sehhsx....siianss diiaosx...first dae alrdii got hmwrkk...eng. agaiin sum morr.....topiid..tiis wekk miie wann save moneyy arr!!......hope tiis week lesser hmwrkk...stress arr..... Oral comiin...secondd week sehhsx...same as Qii... Siianss...

YESHH! fiinalli...moii most diigustiin eng. hols. hmwrkk done..HOO!....butt denn still got one morr compre. cherr giib todae derr...tmrr denn do...zzz...goiin slpp soon nerr barrsx... heesx..SHORTESET BLOGG...WOOT!

2006-06-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

heesx...phorgt all aboutt moii blogg toddae...heesx...toddae..campp at homme all daee dehhsx...haiisx..denn fiinalli ddo sumee hmwrkk nerrsx..heesx..good startt...denn tmrr go liib. wiib Ruyi, jie lin, li xuan, andd Qii...haiisx..lky sho extrra....haiisx..miie wann isolatiinq dehhsx...**iisolatiion iin progress dese feww daess......haiisx... miie wann refreshh moiiself sehhsx...iif nt "blurr blurr"...duno wadd the hell ii doiin tt kiind of feeliin everiidae...hmm..hopp tmrr will nt sho blurr barrsx....haiisx..butt comfiirm tmrr diiam diiam derrsx.. =p

Denn now... tOkiin to moii cousiin....iin msn..cahtt chatt..haiisx..nth to ddo...bo iian iisolatiinq iish lky tt....hiidin iin a cornerr....jusx wann to bbe unnotiice...tts lonnelii....hahhsx...duRRh...dunO wadd miie tokiin too!!....hmm...berii derr..howw to saee....alone...?no....ehhsx..doiisx duno narrsx...everiibodii slpiin...doiisx..whyy humanns nt nocturnal?...

At niites sho niice...got starr starr..sho peacefull...at daee sho sarkk...*wo0psx..haiisx..moodyy agaiin...tiink ggo slpp better barrsx..hmm.....hoppe tmrr can fiinish upp moii mathsx..hahhsx...iif moii hse here gt starr denn good norrsx..comfiirm everii niitess see starr...hmm...denn cn habb manii manii wiishes...greedii sehhsx...hmm..starr starr iish moii fwenn...hahhsx.. ppl hu readd musx bbe tiinkin i sot noww...miind gonne casse nerr riite??..hahsx..nopp....miie not sott kiies...

i jusx LUVV starrs..heesx..cant blame...tiink stopp here barrsx..iif nt duno tmrr cn wakke upp antt..heesx...buaiisx... tto miie andd starr starr..hahsx..DORTSX

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2006-06-13T05:59:00.000-07:00

hhahsx...yeahhSii fiinallii got com. nerrsx...actualli ehhsx..orkiies narrsx feel nth...heesx..butt den...longg tym nv see herr onliine lkyy weiird weiird dehhsx...heesx...btw...hmm...lett miie startt fromm toddae morn. heesx...waa sehh....cant wakke upp aarr.....denn forrce moiiself to wakke upp mann....denn even whenn outsiide...majiiam lky...wakke upp denn changge clothes denn ggo out lkyy tt...denn nv eat nv brushh teeth lkyy tt...BUT i GOT BRUSh teeth kiies....heesx...

denn walkk lkyy sehh sehh lkyy tt..at bus stopp also..iin bus also...walk to schh also...iin audii. also...denn lky duno comme schh forhh wadd derrsx.....dortsx....denn...afterr a whiile....denn feeliiin liitle biit biit a wakkek nerrsx...heesx...denn POa ass ewsuall sho siianss...denn afterr tt wiib Mun yee, Priscilla andd kangg hao...ggo Mac. eatt...wa... eatt untill berii full....waa...keep habbiin typo error...gerrr...

Den ytdd... wa.. Sii giib miie see.. tt zarr bourr fotto...doiisx...no commentsx sehhsx...totalli BUANGSX....denn add her iin fwenster...coshh wann see the restt of herr foto...see how BUANG she iish..hhahsx..! wo0psx...denn toddae go cutt haiir...noww haiir thiin thiin derrsx...butt denn moii friindge weiird weiird derrsx....samme as howw mun yee tiink herr frindge norrsx...coshh we cut tgt....heesx....butt denn overalll ehhsx....hehsx...

denn afterr Poa....denn eatt nerrsx...denn see Sii...hhasx...dden miie iin busx...duno siit wiib hu...coshh iif siit wiib mun yee...miie ps proscilla...denn miie will priscilla....miie majiiam ps mun yee..dortsx....extrra...kiies...but hengg Sii siit bus wiib miie...denn the whole tym wiib herr norrsx...habb manii manii funn mann..heesx....

Den when ggo home...takke buss...ohh yarr...wa.. the tokk horrsx...fiirst half...duno wadd the angg morr tokk dehhsx...denn secondd half...liitle biit biit funni narrsx..heeesx...denn yarr...ggo backk....iin bussx...wa... miee lkyy siiaosx arldii...cant tahann laughiin mann...coshh Sii takke out new earr-riing from new ear holee...omgg..i see nerrrsx...cn feel the oaiin sehhsx..hahsx..realli coshh miie last tym also lkyy tt...butt tiink tiis tym she paiiner denn miie barrsx...*woo.....hhasx..kiies denn miie and Sii laugh untill ccantt tahann...denn iin the endd..she superr highh mann..denn everiibodii look at the backk....see wadd happen...

denn miie keep onn makkin herr laugh....denn cant wearr the ear-riing..iin the ennd...she tell miie helpp herr putt....but denn iish totalli cant..coshh miie touchh little biit will paiin the marrsx...denn the onlii wae iish she put her selff norrsx...denn backk at sch...she ggo toilett putt....denn tiink she giib upp...haiisx...tiis stubbornn liil garllsx...hheeesx...

yeahh..denn todae Sii giib miie a starr starr cliip..WEESX.....hheeesx...one morr starr starr tiingyy...heesx...!!...wo0psx...twiinkle twiinkle liittle star..heesx..LAME...butt aniiwaee...toddae quiite fun...but tiired dehhsx...heeesx....

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2006-06-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

HEESX...todaee...wass superr downn whenn wakke upp till raiin stopp derrsx...ehhsx...den wakke upp Sii and Qii askk whether wann ggo Orchardd ant..butt den ii nthe endd nopp..coshh raiinin..denn iin theend... ard 3 pluss plus...miie and Qii ggo Jp norrsx..heesx..denn miie feeliin better nerrrsx..MUch better..now cn at leastt sae hahasx..nerrsx....heeesx...

lallsx...denn we walk walkk...omg.. Qii iish sho obess wiib the " lu guangg shenn miing" amnn...haiisx..cant tahann..but miie understandd hahhshsx...dortsx...denn walk see the VCD priice... noee how muchh?... $36 plus noee..sho ex...doiisx....happiin saviin nehhsx..dun wann buyy herr as biirthdaee present.. coshh miie tiink lky berii suii biian lky tt...dun lkyy dehhsx...heesx...

Den afterr tt..nth to ddo...seatt at MAc. norrsx...heesx...denn stunn suddenlii ppl takke no. ...hees...wo0psx...denn iin Mac. freeziin mann...sho coldd toddae...raiin raiin raiin..gerrgg....haiisx..miie feel lky free now sehhsx...lky no prob. nerrsx..butt still mood nott sho good narrsx..heesx....butt denn at leastt cn hahahsx alrdii...not badd noee...heesx...good..toddae onlii spend $2.50?? coshh buyy friies niiasx..hehesx..good good...;P
waa.. siianss..tmrr gt POA lesson..duno howw sehhsx..forgt everiitiing noee..heesx...denn after tt watchh moviie..butt hopp cn chiiong..hhahsx.....denn nth to ddo wriite blogg norrsx...heesx...lalalasx....doiisx...butt denn nd tiie haiir...haiisx..sho ma fan..hahsx..dortsx..dun caress narrsx...waa..sum morr POA norrsx..comfiirm rott derrsx...denn tmrr miie postt..see sae i gt rot antt...ZZZ....
DIE...hmwrkk habben touchh..haiisx..the ans. all weiird weiird...ddo untill no moodd norrsx..heesx..nvm narrsx...will fiinishh dehhsx..hmm.. tiink stopp here barrsx..heesx..

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2006-06-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

heesx...toddae fiinally ggo outt...BUT diiferent placce ROt niiasx..heesx..nvm..as longg as outtsiide..I DUN CARESS....wa...toddae 12 wakke upp nerrsx...denn blurr blurr...wa...toddae...wakke upp...denn uncle call...denn zzz...denn sae wann ggo outt antt...denn Sii msgg miie sae siianss...coshh she workk at TUas dere... derr RAffles MAndriin countryy clubb...denn tinkiin of ggo fiind herr norrsx...dennn whenn outt of hsse.. RAiin...dortsx...denn siianss diiaosx...denn at dere rott noorssx...tgt wiib Sii..denn Jiie ffu afterr hiis workk comme fiind Sii...heesx...

denn realiise tt...the countryy clubb dere..berii small sehhsx...denn berii siians...yeahh...mon. andd Tues. ggo watchh moviie... hengg arrsx..actualli foundd outt tt tiis week nott left wiib $5 norrsx... butt 15 buckksx noee...shiiockk..heeesx..butt will tryy to savve..heesx..DIE hommewrkk habben ddo... ohh yarr...backk to todaee mornn. ..... DEN fatherr camme boomiin iinto moii room..andd tell miie to helpp miie to call upp forhh the SCV tiingyy forrh applyiin new channels...coshh WORLDD CUPP STARTS TODDAE!!...heesx...

denn hhe lkyy majiiam cannt eveniin call lky tt...denn keep wann-ING miie to helpp hiim...denn NEH MIND....the prob. iish he keep complaiin tt the fonne keep engagiin... i was lky:" hello..!!! kcant euu usse euur braiin..??!! euu noe todae worldd cupp startt denn euu shld applyy earliier wadd... denn of coshh todae the liine will engage narrsx...!" den nvmm.. MIIE RENN>>>...... denn wann i eatt fiinishh nerrsx...[[ tiink todae blogg will bbe longg]]

denn nvm noee...butt the worstt tiing iish he keep askiin miie to tryy emaiil...denn i tryy...denn tell hiim to recheckk everii tiing.. HE BLAME miie..on nv wriite the tiings i left outt... DEN he BOOM at miie noee... RIDICULOUS norrrsx.... denn i IINSIST tto helpp hiim.....denn when he triied to call ..blaa bbla blla....iin the endd I...MIIE.... gt the lliine...andd NOW WADD>? waa.. hiis expressiion CHANGE QUICKLY noee...!!! IMMEDIATELYY derr nehhsx....hengg i nv fiight wiib hiim arrsx..iif nt tiis morn. no nd ggo outt norrrsx.. den ggo outt raiin.. denn whole mood kena affectedd nerrsx... Bastardd sehhsx...*wo0psx...cantt tahann..musx scoldd...forhh miie iish nott the changges tt iish importantt...butt how one's tiink....:p

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aboutt wadd euu askk..heesx...ehhsx...noe yy i dunn wann sae yeshh marrsx..? coshh miie scaredd regrett saeiin iit..lkyy lastt tym lkyy tt... heesx..moii reasonn..hahsx..haiisx cantt sae dunn noee nerrsx..no funn..heeesx..euu sure euu wun lett miie regrett marrsx? bleahhsx...cn mann mann laii marrsx... iif mtt euu will lett miie tiink tt euu realli desppo.. hhhasx..!! berii derr scaryy derr noee...hhasx..!! kiies narrsx...noe the ans. alrdii riite..?hahhsx...*bwiingsx....

2006-06-09T02:57:00.000-07:00

heesx....hehehsx...todaee..waa sehh...earlyy iin the mornn. 10am... BLACKK OUT....beatt tt!!...woo~....hhasx..ps..too hiigh...denn mornn till noon berii siianss..noww gtt tiings to ddo denn ok ok norrsx...heesx..denn at homme..zii liian agaiin...duRrh...heesx...cantt blamme dehhsx...heesx...at homme mtth to ddo wadd...denn dun wann ggo outt..den fiind tiings ddo norrsx..denn noww wriite blogg..

actualli earlyy iin the morn. gt one posts derrsx...butt denn...bloggerr underr maiintenace.....denn topiid..cantt submiit...heesx..denn noww denn wriite norrsx..maybbe at niitess will updatte agaiin barrsx..heesx...as usaul...at homme all daee..nth muchh speciial..heesx...denn quiite tiired...*yawnn...coshh ytdd 1am pluss pluss slpp...denn todaee 10.30 wakke upp coshh of nno aiir-conn..topiid..!!! heesx...

dunno cann uploadd moii ppiics. antt...heesx...todaee takke derrsx..as ii sae iif nt niice..NVM...coshh i'm jusx zii liian...muhahahsx..!! hoo~...waa sott nerrsx...comfiirm gonne casse arr iif everiidae lky tt..hhasx..!! dortsx...duno nehhsx..todaee too muchh energyy....been "recharrgiing" forhh 3 daees horrsx...hhasx..dortsx...nvm.topiid sehhsx...moii moutth gott 2 ulcerssx....eeksx....

waa...$5 forhh tiis week..wad tto ddo... maybbe weekendds ggo liib. ddo hmwrkk..see fiirst norrsx...heesx..zzz....siianss diioasx....tym pass berii fastt..noww waiit forhh mommii tto buyy diiner backk forh miie..heesx.....todaee majiiam raiinin wholee daee..butt denn no narrsx.. onlii "feels" lkyy...heesx.....denn whole daee also cooliin derrsx..heesx...suppose "wiinter" soon?? hhahsx...dortsx....

todaee also tryy tto wriite berii longg narrsx...butt denn horrsx.... tiink stopp here...heesx..here's moii piic...iif cn uploadd...:

hahhsx...cool..ii successfulli upploadd..!!!

looksx lkyy a ghostt fotto huhh?

hahhsx..ii tookk iit uniintentiionally....woot*

2006-06-08T00:00:00.000-07:00

heesx...toddae..hmm..campp att homme.....butt denn okiie narr...todae 12.30pm denn wakke upp..heesx...fiinally mann 12 hrrs of slpp...yeahhsx...dortssx...butt miie nno piig kiies...hahhsx...denn wanna ddo hmwrkk...butt lkyy berii lazii..hmm..butt tiink aftterr tiis denn ggo ddo barrsx...heessx...tmrr...tiink maybbe goiin outt..siianssx diiaosx...butt denn iif tmrr neberr ggo outt...denn sat.sun. eiither eachh daee WILL ggo outt barrsx...iif ntt reallii cnn siianss diiaosx nerrsx.....hmm.... sho derr happii...eng. orall fiianlli overr...iif nt everiidaee lky keep tiinkin denn nervouss..dortsx...cantt blamme hatte oralls..heeesx....

hmm..lallalsx....noww supper full...lkyy cn vomiitt alrdii...duRrh...hmm...noww mommii buyy newspaperr nerrrsx..musx readd..imprrove eng. waa...hahhasx..dortsx...waa..dunno howw to makke the posts beloww dissapear nehhsx....hmm...iif beloww iish blackk denn orkiies...butt dennhorrsx..iish whiite..se nerrsx...lky berii derr wadd...hmm...butt tt tym i see dun habb nehh...duno add untill wad...heesx...

todaee sho shiiockk norrsx...cooliin derrsx...coldd coldd...coshh raiinin..waa denn when wakke upp feel lkyy slpiin agaiin..but denn horrsx..iif slp horrr...tiink tmrr 5am denn cn slpp arr..hahhsx.....dortsx..denn become batt niiaosx..hhahasx....haiisx..dunn tiink tiis week cn savve moneyy agaiin sehh...heesx..nvm...hmm..siince todae 12.30pm wakke upp...miie eatt lunchh norrsx...denn eatt tom yamm cupp noodle...niice noee....heesx...denn eat biscuiit....full until noww...still habben diigestt mann..denn i tiink driink abooutt 4 cupps off waterr noee...todaee cnn bbe waterr tankk dehhsx...hahhsx...

hmm...denn noww...notiin to ddo...wriite blogg..liistenn to musiic norrsx..heeesx...heehsx...realli thx forhh the taggiin everiione....tiink will keep updattin andd iimprovve moii blogg yarr....shp hoppe will bbe niicerr norrsx..heesx....waa siianss....fatherr comiin backk homee soon...sho earrlyy....coshh todaee hhe go see doc. appt. hmm....arrgh..siianss...hahhsx....

lallalasx....althoughh lkyy tt nott sho happii narrsx..but dennn tiis tymm not sadd tiings nerrsx nehhsx...heeesx....hhahsx...nv ggo schh lky sho slackk..ggo schh lkyy berii tiied and boriin...doiisx...also dunno wadd to ddo sehhsx..hhahsx....butt denn better dunn bbe slackkn arrsx..lata HMWRK cantt fiinishh byy schh reopenn denn diie nerrsx...hhahasx.....hmm..oh yarr..tt tym boughtt neww stiickersx forhh moii fonne...heesx..!!! i lkyy iit mann..noee yy..? coshh got STARR STARR....heesx..!!!hahsx...ps...sott nerrsx....heesx...

iish tiis longg enuff..?hahsx...jusx feel lkyy typiin..butt den nth to type..dortsx..hahhsx....noww lkyy liistenniin to musiic.....all overr agaiin....siianss...hahhsx..hmm..tink stopp here barrsx...nth to wriite nerrsx..sommorr..toadee at homme...nth speciial...heesx....buaiisx..

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2006-06-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

hahhsx..todaee's blogg...waa sehh..cn diie mann... ediit the blogg lky siiao...coshh jusx change skiin obviiously...hmm... butt tiing todae one will bbe a shortt one...heesx..ehssx...aiiyarr...nxtt tym tryy to wriite happii tiings also norrsx..heesx...todae nv go sch att homee all daee ddo tiis topiid blogg...herrgh...butt nvm..at leastt iits donne noww...keesx...

denn the song..wao lao..actualli wann to putt own songg derr...ediit realli untill cn GONE CASE arr....waa.....denn giib upp..sho derr ma fann derrsx...hmm...denn moii tagg boardd lky sho derr emptyy...hmm..waa...the songg..playy one tym dunn habb nerr..topiid...butt the tiing sae gott repeatt nehhsx..hmm...dortsx..busii busii busii..hhahasx...!! dortsx...

aiiyarrsx...super shortt derr narrsx...denn lkyy beloww gt postt lky berii weiird nehhsx...butt denn tot dun habb derrsx...diiaosx...wa..loadss of hmwrkk mann..tiink tmrr nd to ddo somme nerrsx..topiid..heesx..duno ediit blogg cn sho stress..duRRh..hahsx..no narrsx..lallasx....miie wiil tryy happii happii tiings derr.....heesx..lallasx...sho endds here..got tto ediit ediit ediit....gerrrggg...

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2006-06-06T08:13:00.000-07:00

HAIISX...depressiion....yy suddenlyy derr..??!!...topiid sehhsx...hmm...accuserr....nvm..phorget iit...hmm..todae blogg lkyy weiird weiird derrsx...hmm nvm....hmm..suddenlyy tiinkiin...yy alwaee ppl expectt wadd deyy wann tt deyy expectted...tts riidiculouss norrsx...bastardd...*wo0psx... quiite fustratedd now..maybbe nt enuff slpp...alwaess lky tt derrsx..nvm..scoldd scoldd scoldd a while denn nth happen nerrsx..keesx...

hmm..tt Qs. keep botheriin miie nehh...butt denn horrsx..heesx...tiink i noe wadd to ddo nerrsx..muahahasx..wo0psx..hmm... watashii genkii desu kka....keesx!!hahhasx.....todae 060606...sho speciial..sho musx wriite blogg nehhsx...heesx..!! but denn horrsx..lky nth to wriite all of sudenn nehhsx...topiid..hmm...tiink tiink tiink....oh yarr..todae go watchh "we are Familyy"...not badd...whenn endiin....cn laughh lky hell...actualii todae wann watchh "The omenn" derrsx...but denn horsx....FULL HOUSE.....sumorr todae fiirst daee..sho haiisx..nxt tym barrsx...keesx...

denn ...waa STRESS notiing to wriite!!1..hahsx..duRRh...hmm...realli diieing i guess..waa...lamme diiaosx...sho happyy..forhh the restt of tiis week no ndd go schh..WOO~...sho happyy..denn cn slpp morr..*wo0psx..miie nt pigg...keesx...

2006-06-01T06:15:00.000-07:00

hahasx...wonderiin yy all my entriies sadd sadd derrsx..? coshh whenn miie sadd sadd denn wriite blogg norrsx..sho onlii gt sad sad tiinqs here...heesx...sortt orff lyk a place to fa xiie bUt nOT fa xiie...ehhsx...duno how to saee narrsx...nehh miind.....heesx....

Hoo..~ tmrr gt Eng. siians nd wakke upp earlly denn go backk schh...topiid sehh... denn untill 1 sum morr.....hmm...wonderr how my haiir looks whenn habb blue colourr on iit....hhahsx...neh miind... haiisx...noww iish lky iin the cornerr .....siianss....but denn sortt of solvve nerr..butt denn also gt summ nv solvve....haiisx....I'M TOO KIIND...haiisx...iif nt coldd blooded mehh...iif realii wan lky tt...i will be berii scaryy derrsx..EEKSX ii dun wann...niites maress....!!hhahsx...dortsx..a biit biit paranoiid sehhsx...duRRh....hahsx...

Haiisx...will the hiistoryy repeatts? will i be happy,,, lky i used to?,,,....i foundd whu am i ..... butt i keep liiein to miieself....butt yy? wattsx the tiing tt keep pushhiin me baackk when i wan to gett holdd of the tiing tt i wantedd....? tiis iish topiid..and i'm fiightiin iit backk...forhh wadd i wantted forhh.....frEEziin coLD iish wadss iin me....i've foundd iit...

hOO~.....found one agaiin..tts fun...ahhsx...sott nerrsx...how how how...HELP??!! orr cn i jusx diie??!!....cn cn cn???..hergg....butt denn tiinkin of iit....i'm fiine now...andd i duno wadd the shiit i'm wriiteiin boutt!!!hahshx..````` haiisx...onlii when i'm playyin musiic..... even iif my hands were swollen...i will not stopp...till when the musiic hiits the coldness...and meltts iit..tts when ii stopp......morr tiings are goiin to happen...i knew iit all alongg....but i will keep liiein till all these torturiin stopp.....lett the musiic floww to where iit foundd iits home....

Cool huhh..foudd another phrase or wadeva euu call tt...but lky abiit wadd nehh..butt nvm..iit descriibes wadd i wantted to descriibe....hhasx..duRRh...aniiwae...i've found my ans. butt morr tiings are goiin to happen....muahahasx...dURRH...sott. nerr..dun wriite aniimorr...lata gone case...hahsx..!!!

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2006-05-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

haiisx...todaee duno howw criied how manii tymss...guess lett outt everiitiing barrsx...actualli dun wann wriite blogg derrsx....butt nth to do...sho siians..... todaee lkyy the whole world population all extinct....then sms Si...denn chatt chatt....hasx......WAa..siians..tmrr chinese oral....haiisx....shiit norrsx...heckk caress narr...tryy my bestt cann nerr...keesx..

Waa lao... suddenly tiinkiin... yy musx wearr uniformm to schh?..topiid nehh...sho ma fann..haasx....tiink todaee wriite shorrt short onlii barrsx...lky sho nth to wriite...yarr and HAPPY MONTH aNNIVERSARY TO SI!!...hahsx...duRRH...

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2006-05-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

wo0 hOO~....hahhsx..dortsx..hmm..todaee..tiired all the waee..almostt gt blood shott eyes...or rather i HABB...hmm..todae morn. assembly..the whole patch sec. 3s gonE...coshh campp...sho derr shiiockk norr...sec4s sho poor tiing...haiis...*cough *cough....geesx....then whole dae chinese...super siianss...mr Wong giib us watchh [i Not tupiid 2] denn mostt of derr garlsx cryy norrsx...hahsx...me dun habb worrsx...geesx...cryy enuff at home nerr...cryy forrh wadd..sum morr jusx a moviie..geesx....

Haiisx...once the prob. iish solve...everiiting will be over nerrsx.... i duno wadd i'm doiin norrsx....me lky fol lky tt....duno narrsx..suddenly feel tiis wae norrsx.....sum morr lky sho guilty... haiisx..i dun wann to iin order to make a bu changg or waddeva....and makee wrongg decisionns agiin..me realli scared nerr.... berii scaredd....cn sumbodyy tell me how? i'm jusx a liiar... am i??.....haiisx....helpp....

Can sumbody jusx tell me "i hate euu" to me?...hahsx...realli sott nerr...dortsx..arrgh.. I HATE EUU..... isit sho diificultt to saee....???? wadd the hell.... herghh....YESH....gt ppl sae i hate euu to me nerr..woo.. HOO~...keesx...SOT..hahsx..lalallsx...butt yy me sho happi? i also dunO...hhasx..

Even i saee no... iits nt the truth even i sae yeshh also nt the truth... aniiwae... i dun trust aniione..whyy wldd i expect others trust me? euu beliieve me?? ii dun tiink sho.. no one ****.......haiisx..i dun evenn dare to saee outt..lata kena scoldded.... i kcantt even sae wadd i wann to saee.... wadd else cn i ddo?? lky iin bomb shelther...bomb bOOm nerr also wunn diie...butt trapp insiide..GET IT?? haiisx...freakks...

Do i look lky i freakkiin caress..?hahsx... dortsx... i tiink i ddo.... butt i dun care tt i caress..... WAa... Chiim..butt aniiwaee.... I'M A SINNER......imperfect ME...keesx..sho kcant expect aniithin perfect huhh..?hahsx....*bwiinqs...ii tiink forrh a longg tym..and the bestt waee iish not to caress..... iif i dun caress i will nt gett hurtt... selfiish huhh..? coshh i might jusx gt killed coshh no protection....CRAP

hahshx...doiis..blogg longg enuff nerr marrsx... triied my berii bestt to wriite longg nerrsx..hhasx..OUT OF POINT,,,

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2006-05-21T00:13:00.000-07:00

HaIIS...todae nebber go outt.....can ROT nerr arrs....sho siians noww.....nth to do..wann high also cant high...nebber high then tiink alot of tiings agaiin....haiisx...herghhh...sho fann noww.......todaee then realiise tt...onlii cryy out then cn lett outt then "fann" tiings.....haiisx......butt no tearrs....seriious norrs.....everii daee physco myselff to becomee sott..hahsx..butt denn nott badd narrsx...at leastt happy..... But berii tiired derr nehh...lkyy todaee alonee at homee.....haiisx..nth to do...sott also no funn...hahsx...

Results all sho flungg....haiisx dunn caress.....hopee Si can gt backk sch faster..orr ratherr tiis week the daees wldd pass fastt fastt....keesx...go schh...everiidaee chinese.....duno ddo wadd...Os chinese nerrsx...tymm damn fastt....haiisx...I WAN TO SAVE MONEY! sho damn hardd...thenn everiitym..wann go buyy tiings..hahsx...mushh controll nerr...haiisx..

Todaee...morrn. wakee upp....then at liivinq room watchh teevee untill noww...superr slackk norrsx....haiisx..diie keep haiis-ING...............

haiisx..wadd shldd i ddo nehhs.....hmm....alrdii tryy myy bestt..butt tiings still diin workk outt riight...hmm...noww majiiam i extra lkyy tt....butt i dun caress norrsx...berii tiired nerrsx...*lett the pastt habb peace.....hahsx.....whyy iish dere "regret" iin tiis world..? hahsx....noww i noee nerrsx..... to lett doshh "regretters" learnn deiir miistakes frmm deiir regretss.....now dere are 2 higher walls nerr......howw? nobadyy teachh me to cliimb... i habb to climb... ALONE

Dun blame me forr sho colld harrted..coshh tiis iish the waee iit shld bbe...hatee iish a strongg wordd to usee.....andd ii dun wiish to saee.....Buneos Aires...tiis iish awdd huiqi told me...a worldd of euur ownn...hmm.....butt my worlld will nt exiist..[hahasx.. crapps] durrh.....

waA sehh...took sho longg to wriite tiis blogg.. wriite sho manii crapps still lky sho shortt..waA pehh...hahas... wriite untill pekk cekk arrs...hahsx...ohh yarr..rmbb ytd.. wenn outt wiib Qi LIn and Ruyi...hahsx...berii funn..go buyy nana's presentt..heesx...then goiin IMM marrsx..then jay wallk... butt denn got fence... sho how?? hhasx... WE ACTUALLI CLIIMB THE FENCE! hahsx...fiirsty ttym sehh...butt then quiite paiin on my legg..hahsx..sho scarii butt funn... yeahh got another acheivementts norr...!! SOT..hahsx..!

kiies..iish tiis longg enuff..? shortt also dun blame me narrsx...sho derr lazii now..keesx..buaiis..

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2006-05-18T00:36:00.000-07:00

narr narr narr... UPDATIING nOW....hhasx....todaee majiiam holiidae....no cherrs come..eexcept MS KOH.....spoiil...hahasx...butt nvm.. quiite slackk todaee...waa...my earr iish realli berii jiia latt worrsx...iitchyy.. thann "lan" diiaosx....dortsxx...HELP...duRRh...hahasx..poorr Sii..haiisx..hope she gtt well soon..sho derr siianss now...

Wriite blogg also nth to wriite..coshh lata DAMN HIGH... realli sott nerrsx...haiisx..hahasx...yeahh..my resultts all sho buuanngss...waa.. preliim mux worrk super hardd norr...haiisx...June nd to go bckk schh..siianss der nehhs...hhasx...

tell me wad to do...tell me how to hate....tell me whu to trust...tell me wadd to beliieve... teachh me the bad... hiid me fromm the truth..runniin awaee frmm reality....onlii tiis will help...to hate not to trust.....to liive in darkness....hiidin at the corners..and prayy forhh help...

waa..cool..hahasx...wo0..ho0..lalalsx..I'M INSANE ...keesx..hhaahsx...holiidaee mood...haiis brokee norrs..weekend buyy too muchh tiinqs..keesx...

TIIS WEEK'S MOTO:SAVE MONEY

muahahaAA..!!!

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2006-05-04T02:35:00.000-07:00

hahaxx.... currently study CHEMISTRY......to0piid...berii diffcult norrx... coxx my weakkestt subb. marrx....haiix...now siians ....sho wriite norrx....kekexx.... wo0...ho0... gt a SECOND ear holle...muhahahxx...fiinally.....But i still dun darre to change yett... cox the ear riing DAMn tight...hahaxx....waa lao.....ytd andd todaee onlii.... sho farr okkiies norrx...hope the followiin papers not sho difficultt narr....

Haiis...now lky okkies okiies norrx...but still tiings keptt happeniin narrx....sho durrh...haiis...dunno nehh... am i changiing forr the better orr worstt? haiis....really dunno wad now norr.....hoppe tiis ish me barrx......Now sho 'peaceful'...hahaxx... =p......keekxx...nose blockk last few daess...then now voiice still not normall....sho funni...hehexx..after miid- yearr....wann go playy narrx...dun carre....at least play forr a while..then berii fast Os nerr....siians...hehexx..

haiis....now wibb Si morr...then also okiies narx....Si gt jiie fu...Qii gt herr fwenss....me..dunno.....wandererr ghostt..diie also noboddy carres..* Do euu tiink i freakkin caarees?? tiis ish all to0 to0piid..hahahaxx...... durrh...kiies backk to poiint..ooh yarr....toopiid nehh..mommi call me go KBOX.....then i stunn sehh...then ask wiib who..she sae wibb herr colleague.... i wass lky..: WTH... euu callin me to go wiib a go wibb a bunch of AUNTIIES...? NO WAE.....hahaxx...butt dunno nehh...i dunn wan wibb tt fatherr at home norr.... tokk to him cn shorten my life niiax...

Sho siians now..haiis....HELP AR!!!.....DIEIN!..... *losts hope on me barrs...if it ish me in euur blogg..if nt..then also lostt hopee barrs..... i am jux a NOBODDY! everiitin sho durh..... waa..todaee kena bully sehh...hahaxx..!! Beiin push..pull..hit..slap...COOL maN!!!...hahxx..then hiit backk...kekexx..durrh ..cant arrx..CHEM LKY SHIT MAN...heng..nt mdm tay sett derrx arr.....*phew.....if nt i tiink i flung norr...do TYS...at most 3 Qs correct niiax....summorr multiple choice summorr.. then decide to jux readd......keekxx...

Mid-yearr nerrx..haiis..tym sho fastt.....zzZ...bought a tamagotchii...SOT sOt derrx...suddenly diie derrx...now ishh fourth monster nerr norrx...siians....if diie agiian i Pek cekk nerr narr....hhaxx...tmrr gt libraay study agaiin...for mon. derrx...haiis...but better then sch daess nehh...cox release earrly marr..hehexx....hungryy now..mommi habben return home yet...HAIIS.....

*hopPeless ME

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2006-04-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

wOO hoO.... found another one...::

dont trust me,
therefore im stupid
dont trust me for im a girl
dont trust me,
what shall i intend
dont trust me
for im just a whore

suspect me for your every suspense
expect the unexpected,
everythingwant the power,
own my freedom
no telling what my promises are bringing

hire spies to come and watch me
judge me on my wrong and right
better keep track of my every move
dont let me out of your sight

But no im a girl
therefore, im just a whore
and nothing more...
nothing more...

Tie me upon your chain of suspense
each chain subtracted for my penanceas
the chain, shortens and ravels
hang me, and watch me smile..

Finalli found one... the best man!!!

2006-04-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

waa...todae damn tiired sehh.....blurr blurr derr....then my legg muscle achee..!! i kcant even climb the stairs ....now..it gt worst...i walk lky penguiin...dorrtsx...a lot of hmwrk siia....siian arr..tmrr do a little biit biit barr...if nt cant one dae chiong all arr...cn diie..hahaxx..

In all that's going on lately,
I find myself constantly searching for peace.
Quiet silence where I can sit and relax.
When I do find it, it rarely lasts long.
But at least it's enough to keep me sane.

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Life should be something more?
What I'm doing from day to day means Nothing
Compared to what it could have been?
What it should have been?
Felt like I'm Invisible to the world,
Going about, moving the same way But for some reason
I'm nothing
More than a shadow of someone else?
Felt like a Prisoner behind the bars,
Even though I can’t see it,
The cage is still there,holding me in,
Keeping me away from all the things I long for.
Felt like I'm going Insane,
Steadily losing my mind,
Forgetting my most precious memories,
Losing myself to a greater force
Felt like I'm Misunderstood?
The world seeing a reflection of me,
Never what truly matters,
Always ignoring that which on the inside.

Her Wordss...i agree.....=P

wOOpsx...tym fliies shoo quickly...Mon. orall..English summorr... Big Big fearr arr..haahxx...then tmrr runnin...the CCa one...sho scariie....Muhahaxx...wiish myself good luckk norr...* Actualli I REALLI AM happy noww.....shoo stop tiinkin lky as if i am a saddiist.....beiin cold to euu..issh tt me?? then tell me wadd to do thenn...no commentsxx.....* Everiitiing i do ppl giib commentsx... siickeniin....... Am i gooin to be the worst or good...? i realli dunno... all i noe iish... squeeziin everiiting bck to tt "castle" agaiin... lockk iit reall tightt...Muhahaahxx...wOOpsx...sott nerr....hahaxx... kiiexx tiink stopp here...

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2006-04-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

hahaxx...todae..another tired dae....todae morn. nearly cant and dun wa nto wake upp sehh...sho tired...but sho happi...no c.d todae ...!!muahahxx..!! but tmr siianx... gt chem. remediall...see mdm tay face again....duhh..hahaxx...now relaxxin..cox jux now jux finish hmwrk....hand pain summor cum leg....diaoxx..~!!..haahxx...siian diaoxx..... hmm...yeahh..!! sho happi.. Fri. no nd go sch...Good FRidae..!! hehexx....muahahxx...cn slp norr...muhaahah...oopsxx...pai sehh......hahaxx...duhh..todae Si class gt ghost arr...summor baby derr norr..screamin!!! OMG...dun sae nerr... sho ulu....

Haiix...*they lie AGAIN..... now realli feel tt i am sho toopid tt tym norr... i hate *her..... summor also once hate another *Her too...haiixx.....*they lied not one tym...but manii tymss norr... they lied to *her.....y she (*her) sho toopid....??!! she realli too trust them then me norr... i HATE them..!!!Their children sho ke lian... sho sorwiie norr....(*Her)....haiixx...now understand urr feeliin nerr.... hmm....haahxx....now i will help euu gt back wadd they own derr.... they use tis kind of waee...... wt*....... hahaxx.... whOa..oopsx...duhh.....hope (*her) she wun be sho sad barr.....sho scary....

Now also can do nth norr.... once the ish pour out...cant collect back derr marr....haaxx....

Tinkiin back derr last tym me...sho pathetic....duhh...no narr... really lky a fool last tym norr... nearly gt tricked sehh...heng arr...whoa ho....muhahaxx...ar chiew..!!! hmm....dun make me hate euu norr...euu are forcing me norr... if go on lky tisxx.. i realli ...... herrghhh...... duhh....hahaxx....!! sho funni...me kept tink tmr fri. sehh..hahaxx...(keas..maybe nt sho funni after all!)....duhh...yeahh....buy new foolscape again!1 tisx tym ish roadrunnerr....hahaxx...

hahxx...poor giraffe....Shit Garbage kidnapp sehh..hahaxx...heng nt my dog...hehexx...the todae the Kai En...haiyoo..!!!! Go DRAW my pencil box arr..!!! usin PERMANENT MARKER..!! sobxx......-_-'''..duhh..haiiyo...his hand also beri itchy nehh....also draw my liquid.... no commentsx..!! btw...muahhaxx....happi sehh...duno y...hehexx...

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2006-04-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

Omg...todae stomach pain nt pain then pain...and nt pain..now...pain again!!....herrgh....whoa..!! finalli...i found ME...hhexx....last tym me...muahhaxx....alwaes luagh luagh luagh derrxx....hehexx... altough changing...but nobody grow without change riteXx..? metamorphersis...!! whoa... orkiee... erhem.. me sott nerr..too high....

Wa sehh...jux now kena temp. by teevee the advertisment.....kinda bueno..then i tell mommi buy for me....oopsx...kiexx...then wait unitl 8.30pm then nv... then in the end she go dwnstairs then cum upp....DUN hABB... sobx sobx....hahaxx..no Kinda Bueno...hahax...nvm...me tmr then go buy moiiself.....hmm.......

At least everiting ish calm now.....barr...and hope can last long.....hehexx.... lately sho tired siiax...then in sch.. lky siianx siianx derr...too tired i guexx..heehxx...then tokk to ppl lky no strength dieiin soon lky tt..hhaxx....hehexx... ,,,,, Now past ish past nerr... wad happen to the rest...i realli dun wan to care nerr.... gt link or no link also heck care nerr...... hehexx... although happy..but will of cox nt lky last tym.... after all..... change a little bit bit nerr marr.... hehexx.... then ...* Do i look lky i freakiin care? even euu tell me tings now..i am totalli NOT interested norr....if sum comments or advice okie narr...but then ...now ish sort of lky "no link" the prob. norrx...I AM a listener ONLI.." THATS ME.

waa siiax.....Sat. 6 woke upp..the toopid speech dae... then todae 8 woke upp..nd to go baii ar gong....siianxx arr...now lky restless... zzz....sho happi also... cox tmr MDM TAY NV CUM!!WHoa.....hahaxx....but then gt test narr..me argarration gt study....sho tiink sihh ok ok narr.... but still tink will fail nehh...everitym lky tt derr...a little bit bit lost hope sehh...hehexx...nvm.. i will continue jia you derr....muahaha......!!

Me go "decorate" my Hp....hahxx..mani manii stickerss worrxx... then grow in the dark derr...but i tink nt all barrx...cox lky long tym nv use nerr....errghh...feel lky dehydrating now... bllleehhh...... hehexx...tts all barrXx...TMR WILL BE A HAPPY DAE..!!

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2006-04-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

whOa...hahaxx..me sott nerrxx...long tym nvv write blogg nerr...cool...finally.....now a little bitt happy nerrx...cox sort of let it out a little bit... bitt.....hahaxx.....then ytd was depressionINg....hahaxx...cool....haiixx...nt tt i wan to "decorate" my hand...hahaxx...duhh...ishh realli duno do wadd norr...cant tahan then lky tt derr..sho QI dun SCOLD me......maybe me habb cahnge a little bit bit barrx...but if nt.....i tink i will be lky "in the past " tt kind norr...beri siianxx.. nerr norr.... then at least now i cn just close one eyes open one eyes HOR..... hahaxxx...duno wadd tokkin me narr... lAme....

Kiexx... forgt abt first paragraph then....die...!! tix week no tym do homewrk lky tt sehh...nd chiong a little bit bit tmr... if nt sun. i nd to slp whole dae....hahaxx...! bo bianxx narr.... tmr nd to wake upp at 6.00AM ...idoit...toopid speech dae..hahaxx.... duhh...mush save money nerrr...broke..hehexx...now whole table spread wibb homewrk...see nerr siianxx....herrgh....waa...todae home ec. do the staircase....the duno wadd narr...waa sehh...damn hot man..!!! then beri tired...hope tmr nth will go wrong barrx....hehexx..habb faith...

hahaxx... dun write nerr...sianxx diaoxx.....

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2006-03-28T05:35:00.000-08:00

Haiixx.. again...

I tink my happiest dae of my life would be dere will be no worries barrxx....Qi... i noe me changing...euu noe why? cox i cant take it nerr...i wan to run out of tis toopid castle.... me and Si.... haixx...siianxx norr... jux gibb me tym barrx... when the dae i am happi.. i tink ish the dae i will grow....

siianx norr... knowing the truth ishh much much better than not noeing the truth nehhxx... duno wadd jie ishh doin norrx...majiam kena kidnap lky tt... Dortsx...lame...but then a thank euu also nv sae norrx...dissapointed nehhxx... lky she not the jie i noe when i am young nerrx..... sho different...sho lucky never live wibb them... hehexx.. sho much cherish everiting i habb here barrx... sho trying now... sho although now cant take it.. but i believe tt i will grow stronger derr....

i dun wa nto be lky them norrx.... gibb me a feelin tt... wo kao ta men hui si norrx... mommi told me tis before..sho everitym tell me save money..hahaxx..dortsx...realli duno norrx...realli mush study hard nerrx no matter wadd norr... even if i go crazy...if nt.. i duno wad will happen in the future norr... although beri far... but jux a few more yrs onlii......lately...cant take ani jokes siaxx... duno why...momi also berii funni norr...wadd ans. euu wan me to gibb norr.. realli no words to sae nerrx...as if i can choose not to have tis surname and different blood lky tt..lame....duhh...

i alrdi try not to change nerr...but sho difficult... wo yi jing zai kong zhi nerr.... wo ye xiang zuo wo zi ji...ke shi mei chi dou hui you yi xie shi qing... wo hen tao yan..!! alrdii dun wan care norr... lky my prob. lky t norr... but everitym link derr norr... toopid siaxx... then a bit ok nerr... prob. come again..again and again... wa lao...tired siaxx.... hahaxx....sainxx tmr will be damn tired agan... faster CCA stand down arrx.... herrgh.....ME WILL ALWAES BE ME ..muahaha.... sot nerrrxx.. haixx.. tym too fast nerr....

wa lao...father sae me waste electricity again... he ownself waste still dare to LOKK INTO MY EYES AND SAE ISH ME...idoit... dun care narrx...alwaes lky tt derrxx... unreasonable... he wan correct gibb him correct narrx.... hypocrite.... herghh.... y i not living on Mars... y i live on Earth??? ~diao...tink stop here barrxx....

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2006-03-27T05:28:00.000-08:00

haiixx...

Todae damn tired man... got rehearsal for Speech dae...sianXx... heng todae no hmwrk arrx...heehxx...! then sianx... although gt freedom now..but nt happy...i duno really why norrxx...i tried man.. but sho hard... but will continue to smile till happy derXx... haiix.. jia you barXx...now ishh my jie nerrxx..haiixxx... jie arrxx...dun angrywibb her nerrx narxx.... Maybe she habb her probs. nehh....dun sho stubbon jie...sumtyms God jux wan to test euu niaxx...haixx....

Me dun dare to cheer euu up norrx...cox i scared euu tot i siao..then busibodii norrx..haiix...euu everitym sae gt prob. tell euu...euu tink i tell euu gt use ar?????!! then euu neh...euu dun even treat me as urr sis. norrxx...realli berii sad and dissapointed norr...although i realli dun wa nto care nerr norr..... but everitym alone de shi hou...tis ting jux came out ...... then try to forgt...

But realli congratrsx narrx...maybe cn finnally go Uni. nerrxx...euu mush jia you kiexx..? hope euu cn earn mani mani money...habb a good life barrxx...tts all i can sae worxx...realli dun dare to tok to euu ...but i will smile derr...hope my laughter cn help euu barrxx....hehexx...haixx...hope euu will see tis blog of mine norr...but bu ke neng derrx norxx... feel lky tokin to myself again..haiixx.... sho tired nerrXx...beri tiredd... mush "recharge" arrx...but wadd ish the "battery" ?....dortsx...duhh...hahahxx....

Sianx now... but MIrACLE..!! todae NO hmwrk worrx....cn relax norr... maybe goin to slp early todae ...haiix...nt enuf slp arr... waa...now my back and shoulder....the skin came out siaxx... mani norrXx... omg... herrgh....faster peel finish ar...nxt tym sunburn mush tend equal siaxx...hhaxx..todae durin rehearsal quite sot derrx...especially Si...dortsx..then me Qi qiao.. all sot narrxx...hahaxx...

Sho fast lky write quite long nerrx barrXx...dortsx..long tym nv write..sho one tym write sho manii..hahaxx..kiiexx narrxx...tink stop here..hehexx..

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2006-03-23T05:10:00.000-08:00

HaiiXx..i duno why tingsx turn out to be lky tt norrXx...lky berii long tym neber write blog nerrxx...everiting clogg up inside...dortsx...haiXx... realli norrxx...tis problem... ntme create norrxx...y must i clean upp the pieces...and even accidentally gt scar....haiixx... buti nv lkyy tt horrxx... tis prob. will never solve norrxx..toopid me norrxx...realli nehhxx... now onli can face tis alone nor...and solve tis prob. ......CLEAN..hahxx..sianxx.... todae realli can burst narrxx... cant tahan nerXx.... tts it norr..i still cant win fate...sianxx...nt fun..hahaxx...

Haiixx... duno wadd to sae now norr...win liao... tmr fri. fast siax...coool..beri tired..cn rest agian ner..hehexx..i tink after todae..i hope cn be myself barrxx...back to last tym.. alwaes laugh..haixx... long tym nv lky tt ner nor...hmm....todae beri funni...when goin home...dere's indian ah lian at bus..then me Qi and ah Khee sit one round ....then the indian garls fight..hahxx...damn funni norrxx..!!! cant tahan laughin siaxx... first tym hear indian ar liians scoldin in tamil.hahaxx..!! lky rappin.....wahahahah..!!!!

I now tink nerrx also cn laugh..then at bus also gt 3 malay guyxx...then me hear they tokk.. aggarartion saein the indian garls..then they also laugh norrxx...then i heard them saein they fight lky rappin..hahaxx..then imitade them...damn funni siaxx..!! hahaxx..!!!waa sehh...cant tahan luagh until stomach pain..cool norrxx..hahxx...!!!now lky weird weird...lky gt hmwrk then nv do lky tt...but lky dun habb nehh...hahxx..dun care narrxx...

Tis game ends..sho be it...heheXx...darkness roxx man...sot nerrxx..dun write ner narxx..sian diaoxx....

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2006-03-15T04:20:00.000-08:00

HeheXx..yeah...todae make Huiqi go crazy nerrXx..heehXx...!!! todae at west Coast....play sand..then gibb other ppl scold...hhaxx..then finalli...SUNBURN..!!! wahahaXx....hehexx.... Me sot nerrXx...but first tym go dere will sunburn nehhxx...hahaxx...shoulder worst onli..then jux a little bit at back....beri weird haahXx....wa sianXx...cant play nerXx...tmr must must must....finish ALL my homewrk...cox after tmr...i hav no tym for hmwrk..and dun wan to do nerrXx....hehexx...

Sho...must be beri beri guai tmrr.....DO HOMEWRK...!!! heheXx...heng left two...but ish Eng. and SS nehXx...hergh...sian.. dun do also must do arrXx...now shoulder hot hot derrXx...sunburn...heheXx.... sho fun...beri fast nehhXx...wed. jux lky tt over....hope tmr slower...then can gt alot alot of tym doin hmwrk...heehXx... haiXx...vengeance went out todae... at bus can cry siax...duno why...still haven fa xie yet....hergh....

Realli duno wadd she doinn....hergh...sianXx... finally todae rmb to brin lollipop..heehXx...then cn eat norrXx...but i tink goin to gt diabetes soon ...hahaXx.. i eat lollipop and drank coke..the coke no taste narrXx...but can taste the sweet sweet taste orf coke...hehexx...todae ate TWO tyms MAC..... wa sehh...can broke record nerrXx...i tink eaten MAC. for ard 5 daes CONTINUOUSLY.....ergh.......can break my own record nerr...tmr dun wan eat nerrXx...if nt realli can vomit....

SianXx...now lky *bluer *blur lky tt ...... duno wadd i am doiin .....father tokk to me also forgt waddd i ans. him...dorts nehhxx...dun write nerrX...if nt duno write out waddd rubbish lata.....*sunburn!!! (oopsXx..)

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2006-03-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

HaiXx...huiQi lost her percious turtle...haiXx..but now seems better barxx..hope after tmr..she can laugh norxx..heheXx... tmr goin WEst Coast...also duno do wadd... then yapss... todae...take 502 until lost siaXx....bus driver bluff derr..then sae nv go jp..idoit..!!! then we xia che at duno where...sian....then take 243 go back Jp...dorts nehxx...then leg beri pain...tym beri fast..lky tt over nerrxx...hope will be super slow tmr barrXx...dorts norr..mommi nw no voice...dun tokk to her better arr... hahaXx....everitym tell me drink water..she everitym drink also gt prob. arrXx..sho conclusion.. water ish useless...hahaXx...

todae take neoprint again....hahaxx...nt bad narrxx... the pic. hheXx.. beri sian now....herghh.. nowadaes online also duno do wadd nerrXx..sianXx...waste tym....hope tmr will be a better dae barrXx..yapsXx...tmr gt Chem. remedial..dun wan to go narrXx...i dun understand wad Mdm Tay tokkin norXx....yapSs...jux found out lkt mani ppl neber go....heehXx.. Even Peiyi neber go.....dun care narrXx..ma fan derrXx...

SIAN ARRXX...feel lky banging wal..neber mind tmr can go jump sae nerrXx...good...muahaahXx....father cum back nerXx...dun write nerXx..if nt ask ask ask agian...

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hergh.....

2006-03-13T04:10:00.000-08:00

Todae Mon.....as usual..i hate MOn.s .....sian..Xx... Fri. then get my lens....then tis Sat. go victoria theatre and see concert...hergh......beri fed-up now......in house majiam in prison arrXx....in school much much better than at home norrxx....idoit...think i dog arrXx...order me... complain complain...... i tink i go hospital also wun help me derr norxx... hergh.....beri angry...go out also cant...wan me stay home...still order me do tings...alone at home also cant do the things i wan... cant cant narrxx....sick sho..? duno tt tis world ish sssshhhooo unfair arrXx....aiyo..then mush go out more lohh.......do do norrXx....lata sweep the floor not clean then dun complain...

Everitym help euu also wun appreciate...one THank you also nv sae....sua.... do tings do my best can nerr..no nd reward.... hergh..... tmr 14 march nerr... sho fast sia...dortXx.... hmwrk do half half...left a few onli....sian... then summor duno nd to go back school ant....hmm.... tmr must must must rmb to take lollipop.....if nt i can die...without lollipop....todae luckily past quite fast narrXx...onli now lky sho slow lky tt.....

hope tym can pass slow nerrXx...cox dun wan holidae pass fast fast...heheXx...then can slp..hahaXx...haiXx..stress....veri sian...duno wadd i am doiin....haiXx..must go bang wall nerr....wake upp...nvm...*smile....hhaXx...!! me realli sot nerrxx...haahXx..bla bla bla.... happy happy happy... heehXx.... nth to do nw nehhXx... bla bla bla....hmwrk do half wae...then dun feel lky doiin nehhXx....nvm do lata....

*update lata barrXx...MIGHT

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hmm....hahaX..

2006-03-11T04:14:00.002-08:00

Todae.....hmm..heng can get out of hse arrXx..if nt duno wad to do..facing my daddi.. hahaXx...todae me and Qi went Jp den nth to do norxx...sit in basement...sianXx... then we tokk tokk..then lky hungry....then go buy water..then veri full.. then decide to go Boon Lay Mac. hhaXx....then we buy food and slow slow eat...haahXx...then tokk tok again...hahaX..then feel lyk drawing..sho ...we decided to call Kang Hao cum and bring us paper and pencil...

HaHaxx..then draw until half wae pen no ink..then pencil no lead...then cant draw..[DortXx..] hahaXx..then Qi open the ink thing of the pen and DIG the oil out..omg... i see nerr can vomit...ergh...hahaXx....then throw paper ...Qi abit Sot todae..then kena punch by her..Guinea Pig..then pain...herrgh..then lkt tt one dae past nerXx...hahaXx..then take 99 one round... sho todae can sae ok ok narrxx.. although beri beri borin at first..yapsx..

sianX...tmr go ah yi hse...then dun go also cant dun wan to stay at home...then go dere nth to do norXx..haierr.... sho i the end..i decided to go..at least the dae will be over faster..yapss... maybe tmr a better dae nehXx..also duno.. sianXx... tmr mush brin lollipop arrXx... MUSH!!..if nt cant survive...hmm....sianxx..gt holidae hmwrk nehXx..dun feel lky doin... all maths sia..sho happi holidae no nd go back..heheXx...beri full now..momi call me to eat fruits..dun wan eat narrXx....eat eat eat...sot derrXx..oopsXx..hahaxx...

mush claim money from daddi arrXx...no money nerrxx...claim money also claim until veri difficult lkt tt.....haier....if not nxt week cant survive..hergh....jux noe sho hot..now sho cold..weather beri weird...hmm.... heehXx....nt to write nerxx... hahaxx...

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hmm....hahaX..

2006-03-11T04:14:00.001-08:00

hmm....hahaX..

2006-03-11T04:14:00.000-08:00

finalli nehXx...

2006-03-10T06:12:00.000-08:00

HeheXx... todae finally ishh Fri. nerrXx... verii fast nehXx... yeah...then can slp late late forr 9 daes nehXx... sho cool... hahaXX...finalli can relax nerrXx... haahXX..todae qi go to campfire niteXx...yapss...sianXx..tmr father neber work again...and Sun. also.....sian arrXx...but faster Mon. cox i will be aloone at home...yeah...haahXx...the ncan do the tingSs i wan...heehXx....todae in sch.....

Hmm...nth much norrXx...todae do Banana cake for Home ec. sian norrXx.... then i see nerrxx berii disgustin nehXx...but after bakinn..taste normal....yapss...but the ish BANANA...sho ....i dun lky it ...haahXx....hmm..mush save money arr...no money nerrXx....lata go out no money then die arr..hahaXx..... lata spend all also duno...haiXx...todae lky verii slo lky tt nehXx...veri sianXx....haiXx...hope tmr i can wake up late then fast fast past...or can go out barrXx..cox father at home...then i realli realli dun wan whole dae with him norXx...

HaiXx...everii tym smoke smoke smoke in the house...wa lao...cant tahan the smell sia...Second hand smoker nehXx...herggh...mush buy new sprayer again...for my room..then everidae smell nice nice...then cold cold derXx...hehx...bored to death now....hope can slpo as late as possible....no nd to wake up until tmr niteXx..then slp again..hahaXx..sound lky pig sia....okie now count down nerrXx... 4 more daes to the dae...ahahXx...sianXx..ar.. dun write nerrXx... realli nth to write nerrXx/.......

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HaiiXx..

2006-03-09T03:51:00.000-08:00

HaiXx....todae verii tired also..everii thurs. lky tt derrXx....hmm....4 more daess..... actualli...duno nehXx....verii weird..kaes...nvm...hmm...todae PE... play badminton...can sae nv play narrXx...cox gt 4 of us...zihui...Meiting and Keling..then veri sian... then lky 3 person to one person lky tt....then we still use the racket and see whose strength ish the most powerful one..hahaXx..me orf cox veri easy lose narrXx...but hoRr... Keling win all of us neHXx...win Zihui MEiting PeiyI and Krstal......wa seh...steady...hahXx.....

Then todae me saw you mian eat loolipop durin Physics...kena temp. again..then actualli to plan to brin derrXx...FORGET AGAIN...hergh..!! tmr dun wa nto brin nerr narrXx..or see first...confirm forget derrXx....tmr faster over arr..then holidae nerrXx..heheXx....todae lky verii slag nehhXx...cox EnG. also ....filing....Maths also...heheXx....then okok narrXX...todae alittle bit *blurr *buer derrXx....hmm....then Chem. remedial...wa...dun sae neRr...wan to leave early also cant....sit inside derreXx.. lky in prison... hergh....veri sian norr... the TYS one single Qs. also duno how to do arrXx......

then summor...i verii der dun lky *herr.. nehhXx...everitym sho noisy... as if her business....heng she malay arr...duh...then in Chem. class....wa seh...me can jux slap her hard norr...but gt mani ppl narrXx...paiseh..hahaXx....actualli can sae ren dao cn puch ...no nd slap norrXx...wa lao..see her one dae majiam.. lking at 38 norrXx...realli cant tolerate tis kind orf ppl norrX..i wonder boink ..how she did it....

sian..tmr got Poa test norrXx... wa..summor tis topic i duno nehXX..then dun feel lky studyin nehXx...haixx..Mr NG sae Poa me, iffa nad ah khee weakest sia...wa seh..saded...haahXx... then todae gt report card... then veri happi onli # reds...but lose ah khee arr...nd to buy ichocolate for him...dortsss....ah khee to me..look lky more of sista to me ....ah khee arrXx... mush be careful nehX..if nt XY dun wan euu arr....hahaXx...!! jux hope tt i cold be invisble foreva..then no one will notice me...or i can vanish into tis world...better....!!

haiXX..vengeance....i scare she cum out nehXx... plx dun...haiXx...

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hahaXx..

2006-03-08T05:23:00.001-08:00

yesh..finalli finish findin ALL moii wrkshts and do finish my hmwrk..!! OMG..!! i am lky left 1/4 of my energy now...verii dead and tired....my leg majiam can be detach lky tt... hergh...tmr still gt PE..then still got CHEM. REMEDial...wa lao..comfirm verii tired derrXx... sianXx norrXx..nvm after tmr.. Fri. can slag neRr... then Fri. home ec. faster finish..then go home REST..!!! Yesh....faster holidae..cant tahan nerrXx.. verii tired sia..todae do sit- ups again norrXx..idoit... verii tiring norrXx..then summor do all the stretching....sian arrxx...

Wa.. me leg cramp for 4 tymS...continuously summor... first tym veri pain..then ok ok lky tt nerr..then i move a little bit.. then cramp agian..then lky tt for 4 tyms...OMG.. damn pain.... hergh.... hope tmr rainin arrXx..no Pe best....sian norr...play the same game....Si class got run nehhXx..but hope dun run arr...then todae keep ah chiewING.... summor cum goosebumpss....hergh... morn. also....then majiam veri cold....hergh...also todae mani ppl eat lollipop...kena temp. nehh....but heng a while onli...heheXx...

die..tmr bag verii heavy....tupid..TYS...no chem. remedial bu jiu mei shi nerr marrXx...haiXx...summor todae Mdm Tay angry until ...throw chair and bang table and drawer....then kick the wire until detach from the plugg...veri angry arr ahe todae....haiyo...old lady lky tt the narrXx...nag and nag and nag....summor sho stubborn...continue teach bu shi mei shi noRr...she lky tt also no one wan to listen derr norr...haier... dun lky her sia...

hahaXX..tmr momii start work nerr..hahaXx..MC finish nerrXx...hehe..then march hols. comin then i told her its my turn to rest...then she was lky no comments...hahaXx...wa..pray hard tmr morn. rain arr....Y first lesson not maths..then cn put mathe txt bk and maths file nerrXx...hergh...ma fan derr nehXx....verii fast tmr thurs. neRXx..but todae lky thurs. lky tt....hahXX... tink hols. tink until siao neRxx...tmr get report card..!!! herrmmm... veri scary...hope veri little red marks barrXx...*yawn tired.... stop here nerrXx...

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hahaXx..

2006-03-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

YeaHxX....

2006-03-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

yeahXx..hehXx..hahXx... me mood sho good now..nan de neHhXx...hahaXx...me sot nerXx..mush relax...*erherm... todae me bought contact lens...but nt actualli bought narrXx...cox the person sae if does nt suit me then cant take noRXx.. sho now ish haven pay money derrXx... then mon. go try..then see i tink a few daes barx... then see can ant.. if can then buy noRr... cant also mush pay..for the app. thingy..hehehXx.. but hope can barrxx.. cox me wear before marRxX... hehXX.. (better can..)

Todae also lky verii slak noRr...cox no hmwrk..!! heheXx.. then todae sport check... hahaXx..me and Si was lky.." check check narRxx... euu wan to toss my bag and check let euu check until euu satisfay arr..." hahaXx..sho maybe..todae me realli sot nerrXX... die...mush Rrreeelllaaaxxx.........hmm... tmr chinese dance..abit tiring euu see...hmm..comfirm drop dead again..and hope dun do SIT-UPS..!!!! hergh......14 march realli realli wan to rch ner nehhXx..heheXx... hmm...

Hopefully tmr no hmwrk barrXx... yapSs.. sian suddenly rmb thurs. nd to brin all the wrkshts.. for filin..!! emaths derXx.. wa.. manii sia.. comfirm verii confuse....get ready to blurr nerrXx... also hop MON. no TUITION barxx... pray hard nehhXx...hergh....yapSs... faster tmr finish..then 2 more daes left for tis week... then veri fast thurs.. then fri.. then SATt..!!! hahaXx.. can play neRrXx..!!hahXX.. kieXx.. i tink i stop here.if nt i will realli be SIAO.....

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HaiiXx..

2006-03-06T04:31:00.001-08:00

These are the tingSs.. i wan to sae to euu barrXx..Si.....bu yao jue de ni shi gu du de....be ke yi...ying wei zhe biao shi ni wang le wo he xinyi....... ni yi ding yao xue zhe mian dui shuo you de yi qie... bu ke yi wang ji wo he ni MeIXx... bu shi mei you ren he ni fen xiang...shi ni bu gen wo men shuo.. wo men zhen me zhi dao ne...?? *Ta shi ni de guo qu... wei she me hai yao huo zai yi qian ne....? MY door ish alwaes oopen for euu Sis... shi ni bu zhi dao.... hai shi bu gan jing qu ne...? ni shou guo de shang....ying gai hui hen shen barx... shui shi mei you shou shang de ne??.....ni yao jian qiang.... ying wei ni ren shi le wo... wo jiang cai neng zuo ni de jie mei.... wo hui yi zhi zai ni pang bian ting ni xiang yao shuo de hua de... kieXx..?? dun sad neRr.....

Hmm... todae...as usual mon. alwaes sho tired...sianXx.... haiXx...now also dun feel lky typin nerr....wo zhen de bu zhi dao zi ji zai xiang shen me ...ye bu dong yao zhuo shen me... zhen mo ban???......todae kh gibb me big big lollipop... eat until full...herm...breakk record nehh... eat for 2 hrs..!!! ...cool..... but mouth veri tired..summore ish SOUR derXx..!!... but nvm.. thx aniwae....HAIXx......todae ish okok dae narr.... tupid Mr Ng..!! POa remedial onlli do one Q. from 'O' lvl der ppr nia...SIAo.....!!!.....aiya...dun write nerr narr.....

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HaiiXx..

2006-03-06T04:31:00.000-08:00

manii manii Qs. ....

2006-03-05T05:12:00.000-08:00

Hmmph...reallii thousands orf Qs. in moi head nehh...haiXx...realli duno nehhXx... qi ar... i noe euu confused....but i also ....howw... okie set...we go jump dwnn from 100th storey tgt...hahXx.... Qi todae sae me siao...actualli ish she barrXx... laugh laugh and laugh in the library....aiyo..soTt... hahaXx...aniwae she sae she 24- hour crazer...hahaXx... haiXx... feel lky wann sick nt sickk.. drink sho manni water also no use...todae sho cold sia.... even getting off the bus also veri cold .....

Before goin off..mommi call and sae cousin wan come ..then in the end i rch my hse down stairs ...forget to buy newspaper..!!! then walk back to the mama shop again....hergh..then run back home...damn tired..THEN...they wan to go home nerr....SiAn....hai wo gan hui jia....hahXx...todae Qi, Xuan and me go eat jap. food...sho nice..ehh.. me and Qi eat the omelette pizza noodle with cheese...starin..nice... in the end..we gt all blaoted and gulp water...hermm.. Xuan also same...then we 3 sho full...

Finalli after askin sho manii ppl... me finish hmwrk nerr..!!hermm...sian norr..tmr gt POA remedial.. hmm..haiXx...now still colding..hahaXx...dortSs..haiiXx... 14 March wan rch nerr...haiXx..sho fast nehh...hmm...i wish tym could stop now....hmm....todaee... FOEget to brin lollipop!!!.....wa lao...now mood swing..no lollipop...dun care arr..tmr brin to sch then see when eat...herh..!! haiXx..realli sot noww..how..??................................................

* kuai le shi duan zhan de...ni gei de kuai le ye yi ding shi duan zhan de norr...?? hmm...*
ah khee fa hua chi again..cant tahan him...hhah....reallli wan to jump down nerr nar... wan fever faster..dun wait until hols. nehh.....hergh...headache...leg pain.. back pain...herghh..... diein in progress......Sian go sch tmr... fas fast over arr tis wk.... zzzzzzzz.....

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HatE evErIitInG...

2006-03-04T05:17:00.000-08:00

HaIiXx....Happy happy happy....shen me shi kuai le nerr..? haixX...lately kena addicted by lollippop..also dunno whyy...heehXx...yesh...tmr go out nerr....as long as out of the hse can nerr!!...i hate to live here nehh...hmmphh....nw verii boriin...stay at home all dae...sho not much to write norr.... todae 12 wake up....then lky tym verii fast past lky tt... mush set alarm clock for tmr ar..if nt cannt wake upp heheXx...nw buer blurr derr....also dunno wadd to do nehh... hope tmrr slow slow guo barrXx...cox if fast fast horr... verii fast Mon. which ish school reoppenn nehh....

SIANXX.....!!i hate to grow upp...cox i havee to noee the tings that i do nott wish to noee....hergghhh....wad happenss if i died...wadd will happen if i suddenly died...?? Q. sho weird weird derr...haiXx...hope tmrr will be fun barrXx...hmmph..me broke nerr...mush save monney nerr...heheXx... aiyoo..realli nth to write narr...todae realli damn boriin narr...ttis ish the prob. stayiin at home...heheXx....

hahaXx...tmr mush brin lollipop arr..if nt lkyy nvv buy lkyy tt nerr...heheXx....hse everiitym sho quiet derr...i hate it...hmm...momii go buy CHerRY flavour derr...then i give kanghao...since he wan it shhhhooo muchh...[NAr... mention urr name nerr...can nerr barrXx... haiXx.... mush tink nehh....if nt duno how to write arr]..hahaXx...haiXx....realli nth to do now... sianXx...do sit upSs... arr...since the " yao chi shen mu" wan us do...heheXX.... but i dun tink will do...unless realli realli realli nth to do..yapSS... haiXx...see got anii editt lata barrXx...HaiXx..

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wa...yeSh..!!!

2006-03-03T03:23:00.000-08:00

wahaha!...yeah...finally can use com. ner...even though onli one dae nv did nt on nar...haha.. but ytd..i tink com. dun lky me ar...hahaa...then realise tt no com. lky no hp lky tt..cn die!!...hahaha...!!! wa...*phew...haha..okie..hehe...wa...ytd and wed...hmm.. both daes chiong hmwrk until drop dead..esp. wed. ar..haha... until 12 then slp..frm eight do until 12...err....yeah..veri happi.. emaths test gt 20/25...haha shiock...haha..long tym nv gt sho good marks nor...wa..haha...yeah...hhaa...todae damn tired sia..energy majiam all drain off..haha...

hmm..todae hm Ec. cook cheese cake...veri salty....the first bite i eat ner can vomit out...then bro. want..his *birthdae cake...haha..i wonder how he ate the whole ting..omg!!..haha...but gt two cookies inside..hehe..extra dough go and bake der....heehXx...aiyo..the garbage ar....kept disturbing me ar..haha... still beat my leg until blue black... then me gt one on my back...chinese dance der...do 40 PuSh ups neh..!!! long tym nv do..stomach veri tired sia...haha..

Yaps...tmr xiao yuan birthdae...*happy birthdae!!! haha...haiXx.. sho mani Qs. in my head now....haiXx.....sian..actualli no hmwrk der nor..tupid chinese cher...giv us "du hou gan"....sian...haha...todae also majiam wan fever lky tt.... but in home Ec. room damn hot..then realise tt i am normal....haha...haier..the tupid hair dresser...go cut my hair....then lky *a *little... bit thicker then my last tym hair.....haier....zhao zhi dao jux let her cut my fringe cn ner.... majiam short lky tt neh....hergh.....!!!

sian...they sae thurs. giv report card neh...sho scary..!! hope will have less red marks then last year bar....esp. maths!!....mama..sho scary...but dou shuo thurs. ner..haha..majiam sho long lky tt...sho dun care nar..haha....wa..realli veri happi neh...com. can use..haha...MC one dae nia..haha..doc. sho good sia...hha..oopsh...haha...hermm..me sot ner...cant blame....

haisHhXx.. todae veri good...cox Poa cher neberr cumm then then our class der bio. also their cher neber cum...haha..sho good... then they come up to our classh nor...*kor and *mun yee...hhaa...we tokk tokk tok from i tink air-con to house then to movie ...it ink..haha...duno why tok all these weird weird topicXx...hehXx... haiXx...fren kena..accuse backstabB sia...tis ish for euu bar: no matter wad ppl sae ...no matter euu did it ant... euu still hab *her and me...kieXx..? cheer up kieXx..??* yaps... haiXx... i dun wan care abt these tings ner... beri sian ner..shummor i kcant do anithin...but euu cheer up kieXx??

haiXx..dun wan to have anithin with church ner...feel lky if goin back i have no freedom...and lkyy everitin ishh goin to dissapear lky tt...haiXx... sho euu ppl out dere...dun brain wash me ner...haiXx..see barXx.. gt fate then will cum back der...alwaes sae..." God plans our future" wad...then let him plan nor..haier...heck care...haha...tish sun. go library....study study study...sian...i tink todae blog longest barXx..cox ytd neber write..heehXx...haiXx...everidae try to be happy ....hermm...i tink gt improve little bit barXx...good..att leat now cn write "haahXx.." hee......

*euu dun wish ppl to do tt to euu....sho dun ever treat ppl the wae euu dun lky ppl to treat euu..i forgiv euu tish tym....but nt ever the nxt....cox euu are also my Sis.....i dun wan to tell euu tis face to face...cox i duno wan euu to be sad..kiexx..? but take it as a warnin...i nearly gt angry... but since tis forgiven i will forget....

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